NO hope!

2day, my mood was getting better, though sometime, when i think back, my heart was still pain and blaim myself for my carelessness. i know i won't get back my red bag, my phones, my pendrove, my key, my cash anymore.coz the "sui yen" use my 012 credit till rm9 when my bro check the balance for me. b4 dat, i thought i still havin hope to get back my phones, now i know, NO HOPE! tis is a toughful experience for me. i will bever be dat careless, never be dat kind, money muz hold much stronger. i promise myself in the future, i muz earn back what i had lost 2day. one more thing is: i wanna strongly curse dat " sui yen" who stole my things. i curse him/ her .......may tis curse comes true. UTAR de ppl, i know oredy!dun ever try to bolot my things. stupid UTAR!shit UTAR! if there is time machine, i sure wont choose tis UTAR!

空！空！空！

今天我以为我的CALCULUS会死得很可怜因为当CHRISTINE和HH在讲着问题时 我又很不明的地方 结果看到问题后 做完后心觉得很安很开心因为觉得这次会比上次好 奇怪的是我有时间剩 别人还不够 心想可能我做得快吧 因为我怕不够时间 所以一开始就时速300的在做 好运不是一直跟着我 因为当我要上PRACTICAL时 我发现电话不见了我便慌了 回去DK2A，2B 找。空！然后 我以为没翻清楚会看书包 空！然后我便是更慌 又回DK找 ANNOUNCE 空！后， 进PRACTICAL 时跟CHU他们讲。 CHU 就陪我找 去OFFICE 啦 那五楼都被我找完了因为要找TIMETABLE， LECTURER，CLASS 。。。我真的很没力去想 我到底留在那里 也想不到 不知所措 结果回家看 可能是没带 可是没可能啊因为锁匙也不见了 那个红BAG 跟锁匙一起放的啊
机会真的只有0.001% 我很懊恼因为红BAG 装着2 电话，家锁匙，PENDRIVE，和CASH200。想到这里我的心又在紧缩 呼吸困难 以为平时我就把钱看得比天大 我很责怪自己 为什么可以那么疏忽，惭愧到暴。真的在写BLOG 时又想骂自己为什么为什么 我有打给妈妈 没骂预料中的事 可就哭了起来 睡醒后 有哭 我有不喜欢不见电话的感觉因为在 FORM3 时也是不见我的第一部1000 的电话哭了几天几夜 人大了 眼泪干了所以哭不出 只觉得心里很纳闷 一直告诉自己别去想 刚才妈打来告诉我已经 取消DIGI户口 也给我一个希望 因为他说 刚有人用我的电话CALL他，可没出声 我很希望真的很愿望 那个拿了我电话的人会还我 因为他没关过机 我一直在打 也有SMS他，求他还我可没回。。。 我很希望天回给我多一次机会去改掉我的疏忽 最好时间可以倒流~~现在的眼泪也在眼珠里荡漾 真的不想想太多了

a mistaker but shopper

y i say so, coz 2day i went shoppin alone again. reason is no one wan to accom me. and also coz i wan watch harry potter and the half blood prince, and not really many ppl get interested to it. overall, the movie was not dat nice as compare to those previous episode. 1st: the theme is not obvious, 2nd: the concept of magic is little, 3rd: dumbledore died too fast, 4th: no voldemort. not chi gek.juz dat i remember one part of it is quite frighten all the ppl dere when the dead pop out from the water and pull harry into the water. mayb coz this movie is out for some time, the cinema is quite empty. not more den 1/4 of the hall.and i made a silly mistake is i got into the wrong hall at the 1st time, dat is i went to hall 12 instead of hall 2 coz i misthink the 12 is for the row.somemore i go and ask the ppl whether she sits wrongly, den i only found out dat i wrong and quickly run out. kebetulannya, the hall is also postin harry p.haha...such a big prawn head
!i watch 11.20 am de, but end up at around1.30.den searchin around for food, really a big searchin. finally, kfc regular x meal is my choice. after dat, shop around and home at 5pm with my new nike bottleS.

pic1: the hall is 2 not 12(big mistake i made)

pic2: in cinema hall 2

butter+sugar

2day, i felt a little bit of happy bcoz yesterday night, even though i din take nap, i can study till a bit late. thanks to christine and yanyee coz they willing to teach me accounting. let me know dat at least i know more den b4. mood hav make me do breakfast for myself and my hsemate. butter with sugar activate me for the day. after class, hh, tine, wei jie(tine's fren) and me went mc Donald to hav a mc value lunch. they encourage me to try the mc deluxe-spicy chicken which i think not bad and more full to mc chicken is compared. again, thanks to hh coz bring us dere.

i hav to work hard for 2moro test again, discrete mathematics w application. May GOD bless me...:)

bad test 2

the most memalukan thing in study is i got the lowest mark in the test...i felf humilated again since 8years ago.bcoz i got the lowest in english at standard 4 dat time and again, i was insulted by the shit business accounting 1 paper.i got 23/40. where the average of my class is 30/40. i hate to be dat. rep somemore ask me "y is it so", is juz like a sword cucuk into my heart!wat i told him is, "coz i dunno a"is dat an excuse for me? dat day night i hav make a revison on dat. but notes is so less.for me, compare to the paper's question, i think the lec notes can be thrown liau...

bad test 1

2day i gotback my 1st calculus paper, it was not as i thought. terrible...sad when everone around me average is 8.5 when i view back the q, i hav done such a silly mistake dat i will think wat i m thinkin at dat time. which i can get 1.5 more marks from dere.lecturer hav marked the paper wrongly which accidentally less 0.5 marks. which everone think is little.however, it makes the paper to be looked better. coz i hate 6.5. 7 make the grade an average but 6.5 are not. i will give myself an execuse dat i were busy prepared for the piano exam b4 tis. dats y, i can guess other den tis paper, all will sadden me juz like programming assesment. when the lec discuss the practical asses 2day, i will c actually i can do.at least i can do the 1st q. but anyway,since i hav give up, i will not regret for my act. wat i can do is juz do better nex time lo..also miss C make me bu shuang for some time, coz of when i give opinion about the japanese assign thing, she is like wan me to shut up and said lec is talkin, for two times.the face was very hatin. mayb coz of i disturbin her for too many times when i keep borrow notes from her, make she thinks annoyin. u think i wish so de meh...so from now onwards i will reduce the chances of borrow thing from she since is so insultin to me. hate this kind of feeling so much.
2day idioms: dun depends on others 2much, be more independent la, steron~:)

a satur DAY

i went visit garandma on saturday. all goes well, juz like normal. mum hav make some gao zi. out of expectation, grandma ate 4. hehe... i think is nice but i dun hav any interest on it. den later on, uncle dunno y stomachache, den v group of ppl run to his hse. he is pale and struggling on the chair. din talk at all, and temperature is low. after auntie came back, she used to massage him wif some oil and wipe off his cold sweat. i can c how a sweet consider old couple is. my mum and dad never did tis.haha...coz of the manness of my mum. i will think my day think my mum very long gas and always mumbling him. coz his reaction to my mum is so. after like 30 min, uncle temperature rise.normal. he somemore said wanna eat gao zi oredy.haha...funny him. den v hav a talk dere. cousins havin a football match at bukit jalil.malaysia xi versus mu. those who can think oso will know which team will won. they havin the rm308 ticket which every ppl hopes to hav it. i m a football idoit, though i hav no interest about wat football is, i will think dat the ticket is worthful coz the mood of the ppl supportin manchester united.hehe...finally, the game end up wif 3-2 when i knew it from the news on sunday. at around 4.30 v and sally aunt 6 persons went mid valley to hav a window shop. v hav our dinner at sushi king. however, mum did not enjoy it too much. coz when she ate especially the ebi, like goin to die like dat, ee ue ue...haha.i think she dipped too much of watsabi lo, sis chooiyeen oso sama sama...however, i and sally enjoy it much.after dat, v went to the home expo exhibition a while. den home...bf home, v dao bao cantonese fried and xing zhao fried at 29 road coz they were not full. haha....and i eat again...

pic 1: i steal from cousins to take a shot

pic 2: sushi king

ALL is over

yesterday i have took my PIANO GRADE 8 ABRSM EXAMNATION.

VENUE: PJ HILTON

TIME: 1527-1605

the path to the hall is long.

the path back home is short.

but actually is hav not much contrast.physchological effect.

overall, i did not really nerve as i imagined. the 1st relieve is when i saw a male examiner. this is bcoz jiawen said male will not dat serious and harsh. i will think to b true coz i m woman. hehe..i did not play dat well as i miss some notes. but as least i din not hang dere for more den 5s.wat ui think the best pieces to played is the 3rs and the worst is 2nd piece. holy shit it was. out of my expectation! scale i did a wrong dere. coz i forgot c#minor 6th apart how to play. which i actually forgot how to play.sight seeing i will think it okok coz my sight seeing is dat "good". aural i will ranked myself a B. hehe...thanks you.the last word i said to him.

it was such a relieving when the stone on my chest are thrown!i can smile and cam-hor in the lift after the exam.coz b4 2day, the tests made me moodless. yesterday test-prob1 i will think i had an empty mind dere.sad case. i will not hope it return good. in anyway how, from 2day onwards, i will hav to pay more effort on my studies. i will not to fail any subjects. if dat is so, i will change course either. the way back home actually i think to find mr.R.it was the thought from very beggining. however, when i remeber dat he forgot my birthday and even did not reply my msg, i felt frustrated and drive away.

~~**my birthday!!**~~dinner time

Dinner time 1:

there was 3 hrs left to 130709. i was havin my celebration wif family at small genting no look out point(ampang). steak-ing. i hav ordered the most expensive among them and also the nicest- grilled bbq chicken wif bad sauce(bbq sauce). great day wif such a nice view day adn cooling weather. cake from secret made us full+full...:>

pic 1a:look out point cam-horin

pic 1b: wif my sis havin big mugs of juices

pic 1c: the left over grilled bbq chicken

Dinner time 2:

is 1307 night. we a gang of frens(me of course, christine, meeyun, wanjun, choiyan, siu fang, lun, robin, teck cheong, wenchuan, zhao xian) steamboat buffetin at Neo Steamboat wangsamaju.the 1st impression from its website is great. However, when come to the reality, it was not actuallly.

food and soup was not dat desirable. however, the mode of the day was impressive. v hav our fishball, seafood, and lots lots of mees( yee mee, maggie mee, dong fun, bo choi mee). waO, this the food which fully filled in my stomach. unimaginable~

v add on wif ice-cream from 100 yen shop. dat is nice. den finally, v hav a wat i think choco cake at the end which i thought dun hav. hehe...thanks my frens for makin me a great 19.

pic 2a: v took b4 v left the hse for steamboat

pic 2b: pot of balls and balls and balls

pic 2c: mee, mees and meess

pic 2d: is sotong ball

pic 2e: hmm.. is tastin the deliciousness..

pic 2f: after v hav a great wars of creamss....

pic 2f: chocake~the choco in between the layer is extremmmly nice

"zero"

sad day, i hav submit up nothing for my programming practical assesment 1. coz of long story: i thought it will be easy enuf as tutorial q, who knows it was not at all. i totally blank out when i saw the q!cant think of the loop how it should run. for loop, for loop, for loop... i hope someone can rescue me. but look at the right, it was not jia wen. CMY who is a not so call fren to me sit beside. cool cool de him does not know dat i need help as i hav hints him" u know how to do a?"fine, is ok coz really not close la. den left of me sit nobody, left of left sit double H. however, stil the same. even if he knows, i guess he oso wont let me c. one hour passed, i m stress out coz i cant run the debug at all. then continue 2nd q, haiz....more terible.even harder. i nearly cry at lab coz i cant hav output when i ask other, they did not face dat. stressing~the lecturer to me is dat he did not wan to help me and think dat ...den i ask opinion of chenF whether can i pass up empty. den he juz give me his pendrive. wat a caring and a god to me at dat time. i was furious and scared of being found dat i m cheatin. hate dat!den when come to q2, feng's fren pass me a pendrive. however, it is all in microsoft print out de format oredy. i wan to change. but the c++ system goes wrong, make me dun hav the time to change the variable. den i was struggling whether juz to change the q2 or juz pass up the whole thing. chenF ask me not to submit any coz i was run out of time.if i pass the similar code, it will make his bro in trouble coz the pendrive is bro de...finally, I GIVE UP!

~~**my birthday!!**~~

this morning, i slept late(2.30AM) , the latest i guess after i come to stpk. coz i wanna completely create my blog. hehe on this memorable day. as usual, 2day there were still lecture class and tutorial and as usual, i din do the tutorial. however, the unusual thing is i wear more den wat i wear normaly. means dat my clothing were a set of formal top and unformal bottom wif a pair of NOSE heels. erm, i guess i wanna hav some extra on birthday, is dat too over, i hope i m not...hehe.
many ppl wish me last night-morning. i was happy dat my frens remember except for mr R. in the afternoon time, teik wei treat me a drink. i appreciate it so much. as he has the heart to pressie me. as 物轻情意重 . yi wen said i wear the half formal very nice coz other den formal it oso sexy. hehe, i really feel like flyin up when she praised me till dat. hahaha...though i oso think bit la...(hope i m not too over of overlook of my self)
in the late evening, after came back from UTAR, straight away do important thing- sleep. den suddenly, " ding dong ding dong ding dong" a disturbing sound wake me up, i thinking not to bother and continue sleep however, the sound still continueing den finally i open the door and saw Joshin, she come to find christine but yet she was ter-slept wif nihongo holding on. joshin gifted me a present and it was a cute cute mug!hehe...HAPPY

history of ron1307-blogron

13 july 2009 is the day when my blog are created. a meaningful dat to me as it is the day i gave birth to earth. hehe...i purposely choose 2day coz it is such an easy way to remember as my memory's capacity is a sendirian berhad(limited). 1307 remember this!

pic: i m creatin my blog in late night