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Friday, December 25, 2009

the day after exam...woo hooo....



21st dec:

i hav planned nothing after exam, at 1st, thought to wait my ASS gang out for k. who knows. NO SOUND NO GAS. den christine they all said go zoo, not my vegetable, so i din follow, den i went wc hse to check the shit timetable....den teck cheong has planned with his friends, akwardly, i follow them...hehe...sg.wang+ pavilion+mc d

we 1st park at the lot ten, i thought it was 7 whole day....fuckin shit, it charge by hour,i never park for 25 a day, even vip parkin oso not dat "gui" so it was the most unhappy thing for my lucky day....and i bankrap for the day coz i din atm....

we went for movie, bodyguard and assasin with another 5 ppl include tc...not too bad for this movie coz seriously a lot of artist work for it....den it was 7.30 and they all wan to watch jay chou and lig zhi ling coz they came to pavilion....lots of ppl. as i know they will late, den i hav my camera section alone at pavillion...and i used to see the falling of snow arrange by pavillion's christmas month...

den around 8.15 they arrived and i juz manage to see their back and they stay dere for like15 min. suddely i got a call from ping, askin me wan to watch preview of treasure hunter...omg, dam happy coz never watch b4, den i help to take 4 tickets from chu punya friends, i thought to watch with jay chou de leh untill when i see all ppl in the cinema was holding the tickets and i know that it was not, a bit sad la....haha,den wait till the 9.15 they came and after purchase food, 4 of us, chu ping lkuen and me went in and we actually late already....

review of treasure hunter: funny, unrealistic till too jia, a lots of unknown cost the mamee, jay fren....but to make ping feel i not insultin her, i make a lie in facebook: the words not too bad for the movie is pian ren de....hahaha

after yamcha at pj, home at 1.30...

skytrek 09


15 dec

2day is the day after havin my 1st paper in sem2, it was a pangajian Malaysia paper, I crack my whole brain to remember those no reason to study’s fact. Den we have planned to go taman pertanian in shah alam to go for skytrek.dere is an unexpected when we reached, dere is almost 15 person waiting oredy, what a big troop, not enuf plus my car and xiao hui gang, dere is a total of 32 person.

We went in and sit a open air bus provided to play the BIG THRILL after payin a 35 bugs….


We 1st havin a short training by JO, the instructor, guess how long we wait dere almost 2 hrs coz our gang is the last group last 10 ppl among the 35. We just havin chit chat here and dere….den I hav a soya drink coz too hungry, scare gastric. Wait for another 1 hr, games started. Den only we start to siok among few of us…I was amazed by by sony phone with came out high quality photo coz is easy to carry up and I keep cam horing and shoot them ... for me, those game isn’t tough and the height does not really frightened me, and I hope to play the extreme instead of big thrill nex time…but what I found difficult is my arm was not strong enuf… a bit san fu to hold rope and my leg was too short to hav the tarzan jump, pity….


After that, it was 3.30. den we rest and hav shooting photo section among few of us…den we decide to hav dinner+lunch=dunch….bak kut the after we found for almost 45 min in klang coz that time not a good time to hav bak kut the. The food we had our dunch quite not bad, wet and dry bak kut the…cost us only 7 person each…hehe, den home after fetching gals….

Monday, December 14, 2009

kl pc fair

this time pc fair is the most terrible i ever met. i cant find those little shop that sell >1000 of things which there is last time.dissapointed coz i hav jam for 2 hours to get into klcc and a high charge of parkin, rm 8 for 2+hours...so not worthy. this time i press out 1000 to buy stuff but 800 from dad to ask wc help me make a pc to replace my old historical 1, about 5-6 years history. i never know that the time my dad bought dat cost around 3000++...i wen chuan IT and wengchiat went togather, but wchiat went back himself coz we plan to lowyat to buy stuff when all of us din meet what we want, where wc lookin for 24"monitor, IT notebook gamin ram and i many many. i do not really know how to go lowyat from klcc, juz tembak which make me hav many u-turn...hehe...finally reach at 5.45 where we find the place after rounding bukit bintang for few...what a suprise is when we found ALL the things we want and even more cheaper, juz like mouse in pc fair cost 32 while lowyat 16...omg, i will not want to go fair again...after purchasin and comparing the price, is 9. we were hungry and i decide to bring the 2 penang ppl eat local food, the very famous big tree head shang ha shang mee.expensive too, 25 per plate. + 2 person yin yang. i promise them to eat kl hokkien mee which was beside only, geng but i din eat the mee coz really full...i belanja them coz to "wei lao" them accompany me and help me buy stuff and specially for wc coz she helpin me makin the pc...hehe...home puchong at 11.30 after fetchin them back setapak:)

Wednesday, December 9, 2009

a unforgettable wednesday

2 dec:
2day is the day where Rodney and I planned to go genting but failed when we knew the caber car to genting under maintenance after we check at Gombak station. I felt a little suprising when this thought comes to my mind but yet disappointed when this plan not succeed. After a discussion, we then go to KLCC from a few choices. We went there for no purpose actually, I think there is one for me, buy my nike bag which I hav think for it for few months oredy, finally after staying at the shop for nearly 45 min, I bought it.coz 2 reasons: miss it for very long and the staff brought me a reserved bag which left only one display.hehe…

Breakfast for him at food court after my recommendation-fried rice. Then, coz of nothing to do, den we decide to hav a movie: Christmas Carol by jim carrey(3D animated series). My comment to this movie is bad coz I almost fall asleep in the hall. But what touching me is the ending part where it has a lot of values embedded. What he suggest it was a good movie to persuade me watch. Before the movie, we hav his lunch at Sakae. I ate little coz one is not hungry one is wanna slim down…but unsuccessfully coz he keep askin me try and I really like to eat sushi…

Den around 6, we went back and hav our dinner at wangsa maju food court after back to pv3 take my car. Den he back lrt station and I back wenchuan hse coz wan to send him the pc.i din tell him coz dunno and he was really a gentle one and I dint tell him actually is dangerous for me to back home at night coz I hav a long walk way to my condo. Finally, it ends up a mess when I forgot to turn off the silent mode of my phone. He called him all the way but coz I busy enjoy singin in wenchuAn hse. After that I only knew he came back to my condo but cz dunno where I live so he went back. I felt 101% guilty for him, makin him so worry. I m sorry, Rodney.




Saturday, December 5, 2009

my 1st time in setapak

3 dec: a lonely night in setapak,for the 1st time i stay dere without king, queen, choi zhing ping and maid...a harsh night to juz work with drama and facebook and itunes...
but luckily my 5-9.30 pm is in tbr de wenchuan hse...sing and eat

a happy day in bukitjalil park

29 nov
a great morning:mum dad me and sis went to bukitjalil park this morning which i planned yesterday. although feel reluctant to wake up at that time, but feel great when reached dere at 7.10am. we hav our jog den. i and mumy were the leading one.this force my lazy father to run as fast as us...hehehe...great weather wif great ppl...wif my ipod, i run energetically, suprisingly i saw piggie dere.==pic below...it was a good way for me to slim down if i continuously do dat everyday, but impossible. after 45 min run and walk, back car wif da bao 2 bowl of taufufa to be eaten at the later breakfast place- dim sum at hong tou yuen...i tried to eat as less as possible but dat is a bot hard coz is too delicious...the 1st time i eat dim sum at dat early, 8.20am...i love today coz i love to hav run wif family...

Sunday, November 29, 2009

AS AS AS...

recently, i felt so regret to get into utar AS. why?coz not fun at all. i look at jj photo album, jealous on him so much, his course was so fun with lots of activities, events, trips...omg, i seriously hope to join him but in some how rather, impossible for me to ask him" can i join ur gang nex time when u hav fun?"is so weirs right. i hate AS people for makin my life so so so super duper bored.no trip no games many studies are their objectives. I think if give me for a second chance, i sure wont get into this course, NO WAY!regret with no use, coz i oredy wet my head...juz to blame that i dun hav the luck of havin fun uni life... sabah-tawau and kk, i seriously wish to go...dunno when will i hav the chance?when will i meet those ppl who will plan and bring me hav fun? when the he will appear...hehe...i think i better dream 1st.

Monday, November 23, 2009

trekkathon day 2009 part 2

around 9(i guess), we start our run. aS usual, girls start 1st, den follow up by boys.i start with a bit slow, my, wj, cy and ding faster. i want to chase them up but cant, coz i haven warm up my body.i was amazed by cy and wj coz they two have a super good starting. around few minutes later, i chase them up with a moderate pace...i did not wait them coz i felt very san fu if have to follow ppl. what goes into my mind is "run slowly, less movement". then middle journey, i fely i have a wrong way of run coz i did not speed, it waste too much energy, then i decide to speed up a bit but moderate pace.my strategy also include run fast down the slide, walk up to the slide.i face so much of difficlut when goin up, super tired, feel like dieing half way...luckily it was short.a drink was given half way, refresh me. around 30 min later, wen chuan were infront of me den mun mun den teck cheong... i was amazed by the daya tahan of mun mun...i was almost exhausted there....while finish the 1st 4km, my left shoe's base all worn, super shame again bt this time i very fast pull the thing off and throwaway. den continue run, not much problem...around last 5 min, teck cheong was in front of me again...den saw wengchiat, i heard 3km more, i was shocked but i did not bother.luckily a man told me that i still hav one min. only, mayb heard wrongly that he actually said 3 m gua...i juz hi softly to him den run away coz i dun wan to talk, seriously that waste a lot energy...

finally finish, yeah...given a coupun of drink and food and clear shampoo...i dun mind that i did not win any coz i not qualified with that...hehe.after a min,my also reach. rest den drink the purple greentea drink, erm...taste sweet wif strong blackcurrent flavour. food not nice,tasteless...after that, ding reach follow by the two...

photo section-i find the most enjoy part. i took wif many people...
with ding's kampar fren,chun heng's gang, some utar friends(which i like most coz is most random),our group photo...







trekkathon day 2009 part 1

my trekkathon look
2day, i am havin a trekkathon with utar in lake garden, somewhere in kl. a HUGE and beautiful and facilated garden, slightly bigger den bukit jalil wif shuttle bus....i hope to sit dat while i ran...

this morning, after prepared, 7 clock reach school. i DID not affected by yesterday energy as i was late home to go for a night tea...wif pohlee, hh, wc, and teck cheong...arong 1.30 reach home...but dat time, they were all slept(super suprise)around 7.30 depart..

around 8 reach lake garden. while i m doin the warm up, sadly my shoe base worn, it came our.i felt so depressed and shameful, den go to the registration dere ask for help. dunno to say lucky or not lucky, the utar girl was helpful but no used with given stapler and glue, den i decide to cut the shoe base which others do not think it is a good idea, but i dun mind la, as i think it is old enuf and thick enuf to support me run. before that, i really got fed up with the shoe base, i thought to give up and dun run. luckily, hav a pair of scissors. the weather is not dat sunny coz no sun with little little rain that do not make big matter but if really heavily, i will not run...hehe...

Saturday, November 21, 2009

a shoppin day after pengajiam malaysia exam

i went shoppin at sg.wang and time square. quite satisfied as i bought a "kitchen" shirt ,a dress, a waist belt, an eye removal, an "espirit" umbrella all wif discount. wAo, isn't it great. super happy...but not enuf.lunch at wendy's grilled chicken small combo after walking up and down for food for few times at 3.45, super hungry that time, i felt very funny to be so undecisive...hehe...i'm lookin "he" to help me solve this soon...
wanted to go pavillion but no more money and is late...i wish to go klcc when i back lrt, i felt very pushing when i pass by, coz i wanted to buy that"bag", omg i miss it so much, becoz of it, i din not even get intersted on other...i think i got poisoned by it, guess will i buy it?to be continue...

A terrible terry day

13 nov:
it was my teambuilding presentation day titled with conduct a lecture class topic with making decision.
i terrible fed up with teambuid 2day. a mess day for me...
1st, the class did not start on time, half an hour later...
2nd, the group present before us do an extremely overtime
3rd: miss assign us little time and like blamming us for that(bu shuang, not our fault a...)
4th: the game in my station was a mess, i do not know how to conduct when christine away for repair the lappie she use to give punishment
5th: the punishment meets technical error as mun mun lappie hav some problem in showing it, i can realised how terrible is windows vista with "windows not responding properly"
6th: a quarell in class by someone i forgot his name about a game that prepared, what a actuarial science student wil only do...
7th: is 12.45.... piano class is on 1.45 but i still in setapak waitin to present the last part which i dun feel like makin it out as it was my part
8th: i shouted"quiet", i think i got mad, people are too noisy and delayin my home time
9th: i cried out. reason may be i really touched by the short clip" the bridge" and a rush in time
10th: i am still in wangsa lrt station on 1.15.i kena tipu by a girl who tell me" that is ampang line lrt" when i asked her
11st: is piano time , and i was still in lrt, my sis replace me
12nd: bukit jalil road jam, hav to give a 2.40 toll
13rd: i reach home at 1.30, and i only have 15 min left to my class
THE END

Saturday, November 14, 2009

2012 movie + sad and happy day

12 nov: our planned plan- watch 2012 at klcc.
after our class at 4, we hav a short discussion at 5.after the disccusion, i hav an accummulation of not happy.why?i hav a low mark in oral interview presentation among my group, 79.5.i not happy because i think i hav put in a lot of effort and creativity inside but still low marks. actually if i get into a falilliar group member, i will hav get better.the reason the tutor gave is grammatical error. sad...i should be the celebrity nex time of i given i second chance tointerview.i m confident that i will do better.the 2nd bu shuang thing is in the teambuild discussion, the shin tat thought i very hou hup(bully) keep askin me sit nearer like i dun intersted in that.Fren is coz no place ok...wat i dun like is oso wat a so called station game they planned, especially wat T planned. why?because she has give a wat i think is not fun de so called game.ask whether bean hav female and male.if true give reason if false oso give reason.sure the ans is true la if need give reason. not fun at all after i knew wat she planned and wc oso feel that, but since our others group members and shintat the leader hav no objection on it, i dun wan to speak up any and i bushuang oso becauze she banned all my punishment idea.she keep on feel that her punishment is very fun and give me the face that "erh, ur idea is so terrible"listen oso dun wan. fine, since i din join their discussion at the 1st time, i wont speak many there, fei shi...
after the discussion, 5.10.rain dam heavily.get wet to find meeyun they all, i found my happiness dere when i saw them. coz relaz and happy. after that, at 4.50, rain gets smaller v din sit utar bus to lrt and reach klcc and hav a dinner at wok den enter at 8 to watch my 1st day movie.dam proud with such a nice place because we hav bought the ticket yesterday while buy ticket for poker king.11.15 reach home and 12 sleep....:)

a ponteng day

11 nov 2009, 2day i fely very lazy after i knew hockheng and chu they all skip all the classes to play.Hence, i hav an idea to ask choiyan meeyun and wanjun to go klcc watch movie.i skip the classes for the day, suntzu and oral lec.so after my 8am test, i go join wan jun class. after dat only hav my movie day.Poker king was our choice.i meet robin and poh lee at their class and quite hav fun dere.after movie, we home at 6. actually i did not bother whether am i can finish all the assignments and work...but this is the life which i should hav in my uni.

Thursday, October 29, 2009

great monday!part 1

no class coz of ponteng, coz of wanna settle my phone problem due to the change of another model from w395 to g705, coz of wannna go skatin.
9 ppl from utar went sunway skatin 2day.really hav fun, all pok kai so much and especially i wan to mention hock heng, too bad la him, he keep pushin ppl and think that he is very strong, keep say "yeah".i oso scared liau, keep running from him when he approaches. luckily, he not dat expert but due to hav pain in leg. i not really can skid fast. geh keep disturbin him but she never win coz hh too too too strong liau.and lag poh got yan yu. she was papah by a guy. wa, i think we gonna hav our secret recipe soon, yeah....man the most geng, she can so good in the 1st time skatin she can skid quite ok and even move in the ice alone. GENG!ding oso not bad!wengchiat oso quite geng as well as hh as this were their 1st time.from 3-7 our games end.all pple were injured slighly and my leg "lett skin", pain neh, and the rest "o cheh" ...to be continue

the 1st wednesday of short sem

wat a amazing and chi gek and special wednesday it was, we five hsemate hav a special day to connaught pasar malam. y?coz we hav travel almost all type of transportation just to go pasar malam.bus, taxi, train, and car.what not makes the perfect left plane only, but it is sure impossible. ah geh at 1st hav called her fren, Terrence to bring us back, but we hav the reason dat ask him to shop p.m 2gather, wat a bad reason.But he is too good la, from kepong comes to fetch us back. AH geh should appreciate la coz she has such a great fren.and after we hav a lum lum sum sum de dinner dere like lok lok, fried chicken, sausage, yam ice which i like the most.hehe...den around 10 something, we go back wif my rm10 pants along.den, we plan to sing k in neway, when i suddenly suggested out coz pass by.However, too expensive den we din go.den again, plan for movie.den terrence drive us to times square becoz it is the nearest but so unluckily no more movie which is our preference. den finally, back genting klang yam cha at a so called coke cafe, not really tasty....back home.my who live nearby cannaught never been to dat pasar malam in such a difficult way but because of us, she .... too GOOD liau la...

Monday, October 12, 2009

ipoh penang trip 2009

my 4days 3 nights trip hav bcome 5days 4 nights trip.was not a problem for me...at first i thought the trip will be very fun, but yet not dat at some!y?i felt i m weird in the car.jia en, tommy, lun and me.they are very close oredy.so they hav their topics and i really dunno how to mix wif them...i know is my problem la.mayb bcoz i wear weird throughout gua...haha...a non sense. i can roughly know my survival method is not useful..i might not to survive well actually.but though this is a great trip.i seriously admit dat i purposely keep some quiet in the back home journey.coz dunno wat to say somemore.haiz, mayb i m a bit old gua.thinkin la....gua.
1st day: i hav a lunch at ipoh chicken bean sprout rice...delicious...den at night supper chat kuey tiau not dat delic
2nd day: dimsum at a famous ipoh dimsum restaurant.the dinner is so great.i love dat most...the prawn, prawn mantis, ka pa, nice...
3rd day: fish bakar.omg delic till...night de gan lao mien is so hot...
4rd day: the most satisfying breakfast coz i havin 3 plates.3 plates oso ichiban neh~~penang hokkien(har mee), curry mee, char kuey tiau
5th day: hor fun, tart, wu kok...nice...
i woould like to appreciate lun so much.coz if not him, i would hungry in this few days; den is yhockheng and wenchuan, wao they really a great tour guide man.esp yhh.he know so much of place to eat good food and so willing to bring us.really feel so mafan him.wanna say 1000 times os thanks...

Monday, October 5, 2009

1st sem is over

28 sep.my last discrete paper.after dat, i went shoppin wif hse mates.though very tired, but yet, still wanna go.coz wanna release my tense all these days...i did not think much about the paper.coz i dun mind how it was...hehe...now juz waitin for the result to determine whether i should stay on wif as.??

Saturday, September 19, 2009

after 3 papers...

it has been 2 weeks i din write some on my blog, due to my busineess in finals,...and now, the finals still haven end, it still a long way to go but juz coz of public hols.1st exam, calculus was extremely HARD.which i think will fail almost, 2nd paper was juz normal as i dun hav much interest on it-programmin.and the 3rd one was the yesterday paper.Before i take the paper, i oredy having "go die" thinking.However, it was not at all, after the paper.It was not too hard juz dat i dun hav enuf time.if i were give an extra 15 min, i will think i will do better.hehe.But previously, i oredy 报着必死的心.who know?actually, a bit confused lo,if it comes out hard hard de, den fail me den i will feel so happy coz can 下定决心 change course.but now, c how the results is oredy....now i was like juz in a holiday mood, which i cannot hav this time.becoz the comin papers i have not touch at all which i was weak for all.Japanese, accounting(a terrible shit), discrete( an extremely sux).haha... good luck to myself.

Tuesday, September 1, 2009

a strong hse mate....

i hav a very independent hsemate."waO", i felt when she said she goin to tanggung all her life in setapak after getting her ptptn.what she told to her family.including rent, live, study, use....omg, she is so geng. will it too harsh for her?i think she is so willing to share the tanggungan of her family, but though she not poor kinda rich....but she can so considerate.'good girl' to her family's eyes.

flash back cameron

juz came back from a 3days2nights cameron trip wif family yesterday.is a very relaxing and cooling trip.great!my memory sometimes will flash back the 2 years ago de trip. wif a gang of fren, without car.i cant imagine how strong are we when we decided to walk down from the hill for almost 2 hours due to budget constraint.hehe...and also the taxi driver very bad charge us so so so expensive.i enjoyed my trip,live ok, food ok, shop ok, air ok, weather oso ok. at least i enjoy what i hav passed.hehe...

Sunday, August 23, 2009

sunday in setapak

2day is my 1st time in stayin setapak alone without my roomate.feel so quite.hehe...though, she is not noisy oso. resaon?coz of stupid programmin and prob stat assignment and the lately discrete math test on saturday. waO, I m not doin programmin assignment of course, i where got dat geng...i depends on my fren lo..he helps me den i edit.but i oso dat sui, i suggest myself to help him to prob stat assign...hehe.等价交换. what i learn from a drama yesterday.but of coz prob stat and programmin cannot be equally valued coz his is more no is most tougher.hehe...mine prob stat assign had finish rushed yesterday night. but den wenchuan one can man man lai.coz his due date in on the comin thursday.while i m is 2moro...but i will try to finish up his 2day oso...

Tuesday, August 18, 2009

god suggest me to change?

2day juz finish calculus quiz 2. ok la not too hard.when i open my mail box, so suprisingly, i got a mail from utar.it offers new course in bandar sg.long.got 3 new courses,bachelor of acc,bachelor of economics global,bachelor of international business. wat make more suprising is it is in october intake. normally, utar only hav 2 intakes, january and may.but now.waO, is it specially make for me?is god oso thinks that i should not stress anymore but choose a realxing course?i wil consider it after i finish sem 1 as.:)

Saturday, August 15, 2009

should i change?

nowadays, i found myself bcome very stupid oredy, i m doubted that whether my foundation result is tipu back de?though not dat well only 3.68...i found every subjects in thios course are so tough, especially probability and statistics1 and accouting. every time the result saddening me, nearly failed every time. i dunno know y when i do the tests these days, i suddenyly will feel my mind is empty. juz like the recent prob stat test 2. environment?i dunno not know. yesterday, i found a blogger, wrote on his blog, he said he find this course is so dumb, every subs to him is super extra easy dat make not much diff from foundation. when i heard this, i felt he is so boastful and at the same time, sad coz i thought 100% differently from him. i really feel i can do nothing when dealing with this subjects.i try to work hard but seriously, really cannot.juz like programming. i study but the text book did not teach much, tests, exams are 101%diff from wat the lecturer teach in class.y?is it i did not work hard in the beginning,i regrets. when i took the prob stat test 2 last few days,i found i cant do, i really wish to pass up juz like dat. i wanna give up. and now, when i study and know nothing, i really wan to give up again, and dun study anymore, coz dun wanna stress up myself living like this.wat course would i change?should i start again like beginner, study from the 1st year of diploma, continue art in utar, start other engineering course, or study in nearby college like taylor?wat course should i change by then?can i do cope actuarial science's subjects?i wish i can, as in the 1st time, i thought myself are smart enuf to do as?but y?now cannot.i seriuosly feel sad...y?m i hav the history of every phase of study hav to transfer school. i so scare now. i dun hope it is so.if not, i will be a late learner.haiz...

Monday, August 10, 2009

a fren, mr.R

am i to cruel to juz be a fren, reason coz u forgot mt birthday is the reason i dun wan bother u?i guess not really, coz u miss the toughest & happiest time in my life.as a best fren, u din pop out at the right time. when the time i celebrate my 19th, the time i face the harsh time in study, the time i get the poorest result, the time i stress for exam, the time i nervous for piano exam,the time i wan share my happiness when i hav take my grade8, the time i lost my belongings, the time i wanna find someone to watch movie wif...all u hav missed. is not ur fault absolutely, is juz time makes wrong.seriously, the other reason is i dun wan to make mistaken anymore, make u feel wrongly on me and i found the reason is i dun have the feeling + you are not my type.y?not coz of ur physical, maybsome, but the type of bf i wan is not like this, coz u r too uncaring and dun have safe-feel.future?mayb.gentle obviously u are70%. juz like u and ur ex.mayb i know too much and dat is y i more understand of wat type u r. not to hurt you in anyways, i choose to stay away. is nice to be friend and very good friend wif u, but...i know wat i will do if i dun love someone anymore, i would say myself, a cruel ex as i dun like to fren wif ex.unless he will feel nothing to me as i do.dats y better not to start before v cannot be friend.mayb in future, there is chance but now, no. sorry, and if u think i very heartless i would tell you, yes i m.though when u said u hate me, i will feel, how can u say like this but when i think back, i would rather u hate me more.

Wednesday, August 5, 2009

some type of ppl!

2day i would like to comment on some of the ppl. in group x,
type1(chuen+not friendly): dere is two ppl who i think they very "chuen". though they r smart, but den they are closed in their world. everytime, when i saw them, i dun feel like smile wif them coz feel like they are lookin down and always tease ppl. is juz a feeling actually.they din really show out.hehe...
type2(no topic): dere is some ppl dat u know, u will dun hav topic to talk to, though i can consider quite talkative but den when deal wif some ppl, dere is no topic to be linked.weird? ya. mayb is coz of the attitude of both type dun wan lose, dun wan be look down?Human always hav those feeling dat if u talk 1st, u r mean to be "lower".y ya?"ng lose de"?
type3(erm...): these ppl weird dao, never face this b4.coz i hav classmate but never talk to them, never know their name, they are always work on themself. if someone suddenly point me to them, i will feel suprised if they said they are in the same group wif me.haha...shy?mayb 21th century man are born to be dat.

conclusion: i m lookin backward of my foundation life, feel dat time is the greatest after leavin 2ndary. They are the friends should be, though most of them are not idealized but seriously, they are best as compare to my so-call friends in my group. jealous on christine's group coz they hav lots of fun in group. i regret that i change group. coz 1st thought is can make new ppl, but that was not the fact.haiz...if i m still in utar in sem2, i would like to say bye bye to my current classmates.

Tuesday, August 4, 2009

a great practical assesement day:)

2day, i quite happy coz 2day i 80%succesfully complete my practical assesement2. though i still need help from chen foong and chen hoong, but at least i can complete 1st q, and half of the 2nd q. hehe. i oredy very satisfied liau loo~~coz the thing i felt proud is i can borrow my 1st q to others, but den i feel quite malu oso coz my output not so nice...dunno he(kc) got use other. if din use, oso dun mind la...

Sunday, August 2, 2009

UTAR 没个好人!去死啦UTAR!

i thought i hav feel nothing about my loss, but till tis morning, it was not at all. i still suffer a great pain from the lost. i brave up myself to see the phone receipt.OWH! then only i realised it was not as i thought, the estimated lost was not 0nly 800 but is a total of 1000. i hate the "1000".especially when i saw the date of purchasin, is not more den 1.5months!i hate tis. again, my tears drop. why dont UTAR hav kind ppl?i hate UTAR ppl. as my msn posted, 我讨厌在UTAR看我多两秒的人!coz everyone who look at me are suspected to steal my phone, my g705~coz the sui yen sure will saw my pic, sure he knew dat the phone belongs to me!dats y from tuesday onwards, i start hatin the ppl in UTAR. i hate them so much! so so much!死 UTAR!

Wednesday, July 29, 2009

NO hope!

2day, my mood was getting better, though sometime, when i think back, my heart was still pain and blaim myself for my carelessness. i know i won't get back my red bag, my phones, my pendrove, my key, my cash anymore.coz the "sui yen" use my 012 credit till rm9 when my bro check the balance for me. b4 dat, i thought i still havin hope to get back my phones, now i know, NO HOPE! tis is a toughful experience for me. i will bever be dat careless, never be dat kind, money muz hold much stronger. i promise myself in the future, i muz earn back what i had lost 2day. one more thing is: i wanna strongly curse dat " sui yen" who stole my things. i curse him/ her .......may tis curse comes true. UTAR de ppl, i know oredy!dun ever try to bolot my things. stupid UTAR!shit UTAR! if there is time machine, i sure wont choose tis UTAR!

Tuesday, July 28, 2009

空!空!空!

今天我以为我的CALCULUS会死得很可怜因为当CHRISTINE和HH在讲着问题时 我又很不明的地方 结果看到问题后 做完后心觉得很安很开心因为觉得这次会比上次好 奇怪的是我有时间剩 别人还不够 心想可能我做得快吧 因为我怕不够时间 所以一开始就时速300的在做 好运不是一直跟着我 因为当我要上PRACTICAL时 我发现电话不见了我便慌了 回去DK2A,2B 找。空!然后 我以为没翻清楚会看书包 空!然后我便是更慌 又回DK找 ANNOUNCE 空!后, 进PRACTICAL 时跟CHU他们讲。 CHU 就陪我找 去OFFICE 啦 那五楼都被我找完了因为要找TIMETABLE, LECTURER,CLASS 。。。我真的很没力去想 我到底留在那里 也想不到 不知所措 结果回家看 可能是没带 可是没可能啊因为锁匙也不见了 那个红BAG 跟锁匙一起放的啊
机会真的只有0.001% 我很懊恼因为红BAG 装着2 电话,家锁匙,PENDRIVE,和CASH200。想到这里我的心又在紧缩 呼吸困难 以为平时我就把钱看得比天大 我很责怪自己 为什么可以那么疏忽,惭愧到暴。真的在写BLOG 时又想骂自己为什么为什么 我有打给妈妈 没骂预料中的事 可就哭了起来 睡醒后 有哭 我有不喜欢不见电话的感觉因为在 FORM3 时也是不见我的第一部1000 的电话哭了几天几夜 人大了 眼泪干了所以哭不出 只觉得心里很纳闷 一直告诉自己别去想 刚才妈打来告诉我已经 取消DIGI户口 也给我一个希望 因为他说 刚有人用我的电话CALL他,可没出声 我很希望真的很愿望 那个拿了我电话的人会还我 因为他没关过机 我一直在打 也有SMS他,求他还我可没回。。。 我很希望天回给我多一次机会去改掉我的疏忽 最好时间可以倒流~~现在的眼泪也在眼珠里荡漾 真的不想想太多了

Saturday, July 25, 2009

a mistaker but shopper



y i say so, coz 2day i went shoppin alone again. reason is no one wan to accom me. and also coz i wan watch harry potter and the half blood prince, and not really many ppl get interested to it. overall, the movie was not dat nice as compare to those previous episode. 1st: the theme is not obvious, 2nd: the concept of magic is little, 3rd: dumbledore died too fast, 4th: no voldemort. not chi gek.juz dat i remember one part of it is quite frighten all the ppl dere when the dead pop out from the water and pull harry into the water. mayb coz this movie is out for some time, the cinema is quite empty. not more den 1/4 of the hall.and i made a silly mistake is i got into the wrong hall at the 1st time, dat is i went to hall 12 instead of hall 2 coz i misthink the 12 is for the row.somemore i go and ask the ppl whether she sits wrongly, den i only found out dat i wrong and quickly run out. kebetulannya, the hall is also postin harry p.haha...such a big prawn head
!i watch 11.20 am de, but end up at around1.30.den searchin around for food, really a big searchin. finally, kfc regular x meal is my choice. after dat, shop around and home at 5pm with my new nike bottleS.
pic1: the hall is 2 not 12(big mistake i made)
pic2: in cinema hall 2

Friday, July 24, 2009

butter+sugar


2day, i felt a little bit of happy bcoz yesterday night, even though i din take nap, i can study till a bit late. thanks to christine and yanyee coz they willing to teach me accounting. let me know dat at least i know more den b4. mood hav make me do breakfast for myself and my hsemate. butter with sugar activate me for the day. after class, hh, tine, wei jie(tine's fren) and me went mc Donald to hav a mc value lunch. they encourage me to try the mc deluxe-spicy chicken which i think not bad and more full to mc chicken is compared. again, thanks to hh coz bring us dere.

i hav to work hard for 2moro test again, discrete mathematics w application. May GOD bless me...:)

bad test 2

the most memalukan thing in study is i got the lowest mark in the test...i felf humilated again since 8years ago.bcoz i got the lowest in english at standard 4 dat time and again, i was insulted by the shit business accounting 1 paper.i got 23/40. where the average of my class is 30/40. i hate to be dat. rep somemore ask me "y is it so", is juz like a sword cucuk into my heart!wat i told him is, "coz i dunno a"is dat an excuse for me? dat day night i hav make a revison on dat. but notes is so less.for me, compare to the paper's question, i think the lec notes can be thrown liau...

Tuesday, July 21, 2009

bad test 1

2day i gotback my 1st calculus paper, it was not as i thought. terrible...sad when everone around me average is 8.5 when i view back the q, i hav done such a silly mistake dat i will think wat i m thinkin at dat time. which i can get 1.5 more marks from dere.lecturer hav marked the paper wrongly which accidentally less 0.5 marks. which everone think is little.however, it makes the paper to be looked better. coz i hate 6.5. 7 make the grade an average but 6.5 are not. i will give myself an execuse dat i were busy prepared for the piano exam b4 tis. dats y, i can guess other den tis paper, all will sadden me juz like programming assesment. when the lec discuss the practical asses 2day, i will c actually i can do.at least i can do the 1st q. but anyway,since i hav give up, i will not regret for my act. wat i can do is juz do better nex time lo..also miss C make me bu shuang for some time, coz of when i give opinion about the japanese assign thing, she is like wan me to shut up and said lec is talkin, for two times.the face was very hatin. mayb coz of i disturbin her for too many times when i keep borrow notes from her, make she thinks annoyin. u think i wish so de meh...so from now onwards i will reduce the chances of borrow thing from she since is so insultin to me. hate this kind of feeling so much.
2day idioms: dun depends on others 2much, be more independent la, steron~:)

Monday, July 20, 2009

a satur DAY

i went visit garandma on saturday. all goes well, juz like normal. mum hav make some gao zi. out of expectation, grandma ate 4. hehe... i think is nice but i dun hav any interest on it. den later on, uncle dunno y stomachache, den v group of ppl run to his hse. he is pale and struggling on the chair. din talk at all, and temperature is low. after auntie came back, she used to massage him wif some oil and wipe off his cold sweat. i can c how a sweet consider old couple is. my mum and dad never did tis.haha...coz of the manness of my mum. i will think my day think my mum very long gas and always mumbling him. coz his reaction to my mum is so. after like 30 min, uncle temperature rise.normal. he somemore said wanna eat gao zi oredy.haha...funny him. den v hav a talk dere. cousins havin a football match at bukit jalil.malaysia xi versus mu. those who can think oso will know which team will won. they havin the rm308 ticket which every ppl hopes to hav it. i m a football idoit, though i hav no interest about wat football is, i will think dat the ticket is worthful coz the mood of the ppl supportin manchester united.hehe...finally, the game end up wif 3-2 when i knew it from the news on sunday. at around 4.30 v and sally aunt 6 persons went mid valley to hav a window shop. v hav our dinner at sushi king. however, mum did not enjoy it too much. coz when she ate especially the ebi, like goin to die like dat, ee ue ue...haha.i think she dipped too much of watsabi lo, sis chooiyeen oso sama sama...however, i and sally enjoy it much.after dat, v went to the home expo exhibition a while. den home...bf home, v dao bao cantonese fried and xing zhao fried at 29 road coz they were not full. haha....and i eat again...

pic 1: i steal from cousins to take a shot
pic 2: sushi king


Thursday, July 16, 2009

ALL is over

yesterday i have took my PIANO GRADE 8 ABRSM EXAMNATION.
VENUE: PJ HILTON
TIME: 1527-1605

the path to the hall is long.
the path back home is short.


but actually is hav not much contrast.physchological effect.



overall, i did not really nerve as i imagined. the 1st relieve is when i saw a male examiner. this is bcoz jiawen said male will not dat serious and harsh. i will think to b true coz i m woman. hehe..i did not play dat well as i miss some notes. but as least i din not hang dere for more den 5s.wat ui think the best pieces to played is the 3rs and the worst is 2nd piece. holy shit it was. out of my expectation! scale i did a wrong dere. coz i forgot c#minor 6th apart how to play. which i actually forgot how to play.sight seeing i will think it okok coz my sight seeing is dat "good". aural i will ranked myself a B. hehe...thanks you.the last word i said to him.
it was such a relieving when the stone on my chest are thrown!i can smile and cam-hor in the lift after the exam.coz b4 2day, the tests made me moodless. yesterday test-prob1 i will think i had an empty mind dere.sad case. i will not hope it return good. in anyway how, from 2day onwards, i will hav to pay more effort on my studies. i will not to fail any subjects. if dat is so, i will change course either. the way back home actually i think to find mr.R.it was the thought from very beggining. however, when i remeber dat he forgot my birthday and even did not reply my msg, i felt frustrated and drive away.

~~**my birthday!!**~~dinner time

Dinner time 1:
there was 3 hrs left to 130709. i was havin my celebration wif family at small genting no look out point(ampang). steak-ing. i hav ordered the most expensive among them and also the nicest- grilled bbq chicken wif bad sauce(bbq sauce). great day wif such a nice view day adn cooling weather. cake from secret made us full+full...:>


pic 1a:look out point cam-horin

pic 1b: wif my sis havin big mugs of juices

pic 1c: the left over grilled bbq chicken




Dinner time 2:

is 1307 night. we a gang of frens(me of course, christine, meeyun, wanjun, choiyan, siu fang, lun, robin, teck cheong, wenchuan, zhao xian) steamboat buffetin at Neo Steamboat wangsamaju.the 1st impression from its website is great. However, when come to the reality, it was not actuallly.

food and soup was not dat desirable. however, the mode of the day was impressive. v hav our fishball, seafood, and lots lots of mees( yee mee, maggie mee, dong fun, bo choi mee). waO, this the food which fully filled in my stomach. unimaginable~

v add on wif ice-cream from 100 yen shop. dat is nice. den finally, v hav a wat i think choco cake at the end which i thought dun hav. hehe...thanks my frens for makin me a great 19.

pic 2a: v took b4 v left the hse for steamboat


pic 2b: pot of balls and balls and balls


pic 2c: mee, mees and meess

pic 2d: is sotong ball


pic 2e: hmm.. is tastin the deliciousness..


pic 2f: after v hav a great wars of creamss....

pic 2f: chocake~the choco in between the layer is extremmmly nice

Wednesday, July 15, 2009

"zero"

sad day, i hav submit up nothing for my programming practical assesment 1. coz of long story: i thought it will be easy enuf as tutorial q, who knows it was not at all. i totally blank out when i saw the q!cant think of the loop how it should run. for loop, for loop, for loop... i hope someone can rescue me. but look at the right, it was not jia wen. CMY who is a not so call fren to me sit beside. cool cool de him does not know dat i need help as i hav hints him" u know how to do a?"fine, is ok coz really not close la. den left of me sit nobody, left of left sit double H. however, stil the same. even if he knows, i guess he oso wont let me c. one hour passed, i m stress out coz i cant run the debug at all. then continue 2nd q, haiz....more terible.even harder. i nearly cry at lab coz i cant hav output when i ask other, they did not face dat. stressing~the lecturer to me is dat he did not wan to help me and think dat ...den i ask opinion of chenF whether can i pass up empty. den he juz give me his pendrive. wat a caring and a god to me at dat time. i was furious and scared of being found dat i m cheatin. hate dat!den when come to q2, feng's fren pass me a pendrive. however, it is all in microsoft print out de format oredy. i wan to change. but the c++ system goes wrong, make me dun hav the time to change the variable. den i was struggling whether juz to change the q2 or juz pass up the whole thing. chenF ask me not to submit any coz i was run out of time.if i pass the similar code, it will make his bro in trouble coz the pendrive is bro de...finally, I GIVE UP!

Tuesday, July 14, 2009

~~**my birthday!!**~~

this morning, i slept late(2.30AM) , the latest i guess after i come to stpk. coz i wanna completely create my blog. hehe on this memorable day. as usual, 2day there were still lecture class and tutorial and as usual, i din do the tutorial. however, the unusual thing is i wear more den wat i wear normaly. means dat my clothing were a set of formal top and unformal bottom wif a pair of NOSE heels. erm, i guess i wanna hav some extra on birthday, is dat too over, i hope i m not...hehe.
many ppl wish me last night-morning. i was happy dat my frens remember except for mr R. in the afternoon time, teik wei treat me a drink. i appreciate it so much. as he has the heart to pressie me. as 物轻情意重 . yi wen said i wear the half formal very nice coz other den formal it oso sexy. hehe, i really feel like flyin up when she praised me till dat. hahaha...though i oso think bit la...(hope i m not too over of overlook of my self)
in the late evening, after came back from UTAR, straight away do important thing- sleep. den suddenly, " ding dong ding dong ding dong" a disturbing sound wake me up, i thinking not to bother and continue sleep however, the sound still continueing den finally i open the door and saw Joshin, she come to find christine but yet she was ter-slept wif nihongo holding on. joshin gifted me a present and it was a cute cute mug!hehe...HAPPY






Monday, July 13, 2009

history of ron1307-blogron


13 july 2009 is the day when my blog are created. a meaningful dat to me as it is the day i gave birth to earth. hehe...i purposely choose 2day coz it is such an easy way to remember as my memory's capacity is a sendirian berhad(limited). 1307 remember this!


pic: i m creatin my blog in late night