my breakfast 2day ^^, finally after long time, i manage to get myself try one out of the 2 of mcd big breakfast offer for FREE, but condition is RM5 minimum purchase ^^, so

for me to distress, for me to gain confidence

@genting( beside starbucks 1st world) now, the 1st preview of my selca

yesterday after tutorial, dere i run to genting 避难, to find back my little tiny confidenc, coz these few days, i hav no confident at all abt my studies and many things, seriously i feel so bad to be a student like me, so, emo me, i run to genting, throw all the AS utarians, all the tests and UTAR at stpk. though is it like a bit too dangerous and crazy but i did that coz seriously if i dun, i am sure the following days i will feel like dead, coz the day before yesterday, even i breathe oso i feel hard, this kind of stress not coz of the comin test but is the confidence that i had lost from being too poor in study, is confidency stress. cant find anyone to go up wit me coz i know no one will gila like me, yet i know my frens some dont wan waste the money, dont wan waste the time, dun hav the chong dong, dun hav the stress or dun like me. well, i dont force ppl to do things they dun wan, and yet i dun ask coz i scare rejected and troubling ppl. but my decision to go genting do not make things wrong, i feel super awesomely great after that. my pictures, sadly to show, all is selca, plz, u feel very annoy, dun see if u dun like~ it is horrfying

sorry to her

i felt so sorry to eloise when i cannot tahan anymore and make up my mind from moving away from this room, i have been hesitate for quite sometime coz she is really a good roommate and coz of i juz wan to live here for one more semester. but actually i can move back to puchong anytime , juz dat i dun wan since i m takin lesser and lesser subjects soon.

i asked few friends about what to do?whether to move out or not...

go or not, leh?

mayb someppl will think i m crazzy of doin thins alone coz i m planning to go genting for a short day relaxation only if my cousin reply me she is dere, or not, i will still thinking whether go or not, latest by 2moro before i go tutorial class~
though i hope someone can accompany me but den the someone seems like no one, hahahaha....i juz wan to drink a cup of drink up there chill my mind from the very stress, of course i m not drivin, public transport uncle is my driver 2moro ^^

zanmai at kl

study with zanmai, my text book

zanmai loo~after study for hours...

mood down to max

i was previously at a good mood,

sushi makin day

2day originally got one tutorial, due to importance of make my sushi, i skipped.(hehe...coz someppl told me mostly they will ponteng if they only hav one hour tutorial, whats more is a noob lecturer who i cant understand at all after he speaks so much) i bought these ingredients last week and last last week, i can conclude, japanese food is not cheap, haha...at 1st i thought make sushi is not dat

cheng 21st birthday

yesterday, tuesday was the belated celebration of cheng, after class at 4, dere we drove to midvalley a place that wanted to go, 旧相好. yet, we dun wan let cheng know what is our plan, also, need to wait karen and kuiling come from utar due to their meeting, we surround mid valley, walk and walk, walk till i oso feel sien d, even carefour jusco oso we go, so funny, till cheng know and said, i know what u all doin la, lol den i replied shyly, ya lo, we are dou chuen in the mall, finally...

ur plant is growing well

u know who i mean to, the plant i bought u and u give back to me is now growing well, hahaha...so proud, i m a good farmer ^^

u never know what i put to make it fertilize?guess...

library puchong

saturday night, jocelyn and i date to puchong The library. so so so many ppl that night, full! two os us is like sitting at the baR, we hav to like speak super loud coz the band is so near, almost shout all the time, argh, luckily i still sound this morning. actually before this, we plan to go the curve that library coz there is like more hapenning, but den i juz like back from 1u, i lazy go dere again, so i juz tell jo juz tea at puchong de. near, at least if i get tipsy i can still manage to drive home.

pinlon is vip of the day

we had a short gathering in 1u yesterday as a belated yet celebration for pinlon, well all the while actually janell is makin the efforts, i memang pui fuk her as she went down purposely for this from kampar to celebrate pinlon 21st birthday. she decide where we eat(jack's place, where their food is ok and their set lunch is affordable)and the pressie. well, i din manage to get us a photo in jack place coz i forgot actually. dere we head to starbucks for a chat after.

i end my hell life finally

woohoo, end d, can u expect that i finally i end my hell day, everyday sleep at 2am! wake up by alarm, nap with alarm, what is more terrifyng is even i nap, cant really rest well, coz the more stress, the more u wan urself to sleep, the more dream u will hav. those nonsense dream == food, i ate a lot, emo a lot(frequent), sien a lot, no drama, pimples a lot, eyebag a lot....argh, so scary! can u feel the scariness, ew~

2day tests terrible, i hope i will not experience again, 2tests on the same day sucks like what i had in my previous precious final, i seriously died that time, so these test oso almost. i cannot really recall well in the test about the formulass, coz really too much, my mind blank that time, end. the other one totally 0, juz like pass up the empty paper. feel so humilating of pass up those "shit", arghh, fail saja la, the one came out totally not in tutorial, so nex time no need study tutorial d.

i deserve this poor things, last min, dont do tutorial, never listen in class. 

*still i feel so sad of think abt it again(think nex week, think...[happy])

decision made, money spent

i had never to decide to go for a vacation in a day, hmm...not really but is like i planned many times juz dat no ppl wan chap me and i din take enough courage to step out 1st. where i go? i juz click into airasia this afternoon, after looking at my calendar, count count count, not clash with exam, not clash with anything, confident +courage of sudden, dere i pay money loo by juz maybank2u. this service kill me alot, coz now i can juz simply spend money on internet, arghhh...watever, happy satisfaction wins all. 

i juz dun hv planning about my trip, where to go, where to sleep,no idea. i think i will juz sleep in the airport, hahaha...for that 5days 4nights, suddenly think of i m so 胆大包天, i din tell my parents, din think of i hav to vacate alone, i m juz again wan to prove myself i m super like trip, super like travel. actually not dat serious oso la, i think coz the airfare is cheap dao, i throw away oso nevermind if really that time got no more courage to backpack alone.well, if u wan join me?is not too late yet ^^
**actually i desperately hope someone can go with me~, feel scary if i think the process where i hav to be one all the time

i like random thing♥

welcome to snowflake subang ss15, now is 10.15pm~ left an hour before it is closed

although it doesnt hav many varieties, but they are juz many's fav, one best seller oredy win all

long queue, lag an i are been waiting for like 15min to order, haven include time for havin our food

it actually suprise me this time still hav many customers and subang is juz a nice place to hav fun

our group pic, i think i m not ready for a shot, i look dam yong sui~

best seller, i like the taro?is q~i even more like the milk(the small container)

coco lolo, i superb like this, is new to me, i like the worm like "taro?"yet, the ice not plain but is soy ice, tasty

whats wrong with me 2day?i m juz not for camera mode, yong sui no.2

ding and lag, we are all snowflake lover, the shop juz make a success

new product we tried only take us like rm5, after 50% discount ^^ chicken chop, worth and nice

after dinner at pv7, eat at the new open rice stall(a good try, curry pork is not bad, though little expensive), den head home, not within 30min, got a call from man askin wanna hav sweet dessert, dere i said"sure, lets go, 15min later meet^^", we are juz at random.

thereby we head to pavillion to hav snowflake where we cant think of better place to hav ice. who knows after reaching, after havin a cream puff at beard papa's , snowflake is out of stock, we are juz one behind their last guest, we are 5 min slower, sad...

think think think...we cant juz come out for nothing den back pv again, if that, it is not me d, hehehe...subang snowflake!!!!? though is a bit far, though i m not tired to drive, though is like so abnormal to back subang to hav ice, but we sot sot head dere. one to hav ice(snow flake)(ice not = ice cream), one to hav papa's cafe's spaghetti. i knew ding would like to try it for long time d and yet, i miss the taste too, yum~

both food do not dissatisfied us, coz really taste good, i dun regret travelling so far to fully fill my night after test. and i feel nothing to travel at this distance yet i feel young coz we are juz that random, spontaneous. a good chat with my ex hsemates feels great too.is like a long time we din, juz dat too short.

*i juz dont like to stay in room for too long, i like to fun outside, even juz a meet with frens ^^

my test hall at s block

all ppl is working hard on their last try, but i oredy give up, i oso sien w my attitude

for AS student, they will never miss calculator, either this normal 570,  fm calculator, advance scientific, my necessary during test, a water for me to do something when i m clueless, and writting "utensils", haha...

omg, i am exposing  my answer, please those who know the answer plz dun tease at mine, it is a piece of " huh?is that the answer?!" lol, seriously i dunno what am i writting but i can juz crap so many numbers out

when i finished my paper, all ppl is still craving their head to make their best, but wat impress me is the situation above

 

2day march 14 is my advanced calculus test 1 day, i am juz 1st time meet the content on friday, coz i "think" i din pay "little" attention to mr ivan talk, coz he is juz so unattractive person, u can see from above, hehehe...8 weeks i was like juz go, sign, sit, ipod and last but not least, liew the ppl around me. of course i do copy notes juz dat, hmm...hehehe, copy few lines den juz told fren around me, later borrow me ya, coz i really dunno need to copy from where and yet, i dun wan miss, who knows, his "extra" on board is like useless, i "think", text book provide all the info and even better den notes(reason: his notes are from text book==)

and juz this morning, i only realized i m superb lazy, haih...sad...coz yesterday i promise myself to study tutorial, who knows i look at it, the expression give to myself is " wa! so many, hmm, nex time la, final dat time only do and read la"omg, this really sounds like wat a girl wil do, arghh...i m man=( and i dun like give myself last try in test coz i feel like i can do nothing better, so after i wrote my last sentence, i will rarely look at my answer again

seriously i hope everyone else is like me so dat i m not the weird one, i juz think that, i should take art in the very beginning, well, no time for me to regret~phooh(breath out)

chao~ to nap back my yesterday my midnight 2 am oil ^^

让爱转动整个地球

after i listen to this, i tears for a little, coz natural disaster is killing human, to whoever, whatever country, they are the same, human life is precious for us to care. they did not deserve to die 1st. argh, i feel they are pity, if change a point of view, i m the victim or i m the dead, what should i do?what should i feel?
i hope i can treasure all the ppl around me as long as they are here with me, to all my families my friends. i bless all the victims all the dead all the volunteers all the blessers.
让爱转动整个地球－群星
though this is a song for 921 but i think it encourages whoever involve in unluckyness

a msn stranger

i m so scared now, a stranger juz come to my msn chat box and i thought he is my another fren coz he called andrew oso, arghhh, shit, should i delete his contact? omg omg omg....i juz felt i hav no privacy and unsecured now, arghhh

cant skip breakfast ^^, cant skip dinner=(

thought to skip breakfast, but den my stomach doesnt allow me, dere i think of my juz bought crackers from sri rampai, omg, it tastes extremely good, dunno whether is i m in a great hunger or it really taste that good. this oso make me remind of my young life, coz i used to eat this kind of tiny biscuit when i was young, so miss~

 

i m too sien so, to take another thumbs up pic, plz forgive me

 i thought to skip dinner, but den i m too sien and too bored with advanced calculus, thereby, hav a pause and yet dun waste the time, i fried rice, simply and healthy with rice, some meaT, onion. after finish, feel myself not vege these days, thereby slice some lettuce i bought from puchong. now it bcome a healthy meal but eat at this late, healthy oso bcome not healthy d= FAT. all blame to test
should i give up AS and learn some culinary arts, lol, is too late...

a rushed day

this morning, 9 morning class, even i wake up at 7.30, i am still in a rush, why?reasons:

1. i lan bed for sometime, eventually i wish to skip class but cannot coz i wan to see a ppl

2. i choose my clothing for too long, argh...seriously wasting me too much of time

3. i bath quite fast coz no time d, but den contact lens is a huge problem, i cant tuck in to my eyes, coz of no enuf sleep, seriously i m goin to blind my eyes soon if continuosly poking that harsh, tears keep on drippin, pity~i shouldnt watch drama last night

4. i have to repack my bad, coz last min decide want to bag pack to uni, coz i wan to bring my little pillow and it eventually help me nap smoothly in class juz now, hehe...

finally, i asked eloise, wat the time now, can i catch the bus, she said, yes, but u hav to fast, dereby i run to station which i nearly miss it if i m 1 min slower == a exercising morning which makes me awake, and i "lue fe" ly, do my hair, my sleeves in bus, watever, i hav no more image in melati, i knew

i'm out of control

argh, i m juz goin to dead soon, i told myself to sleep earlier 2day coz seriously tired, who knows i m juz uncontrolledly watch till this time, from juz now 10.30 till now, arghh, i goin to live like a dead in class 2moro, and test goin to result wat i will be 2moro, goodmorning 9am class

self cooked lunch ^^

dun juz look at my food, can see my hand, haha...i purposely showing that=)

healthy or not, i dunno, but really simple and yet deli, hehe, red bean which i used to call(baked bean) and some minced pork, simple yet, satisfied my stomach, rather den buy outside, hot sun + sien dishes, not really hav interest. hot hot de food is always the best ^^ whatsmore, there is egg!!!

got mad !!!!

so long din so mad d, this morning, when i go maybank, saw a illegal parking, right in front of maybank, dere i sut inside, den the lorry driver juz got up to his lorry, den he horn, den i dun chap he, coz i din block he, den he shout at me "oi!" den i look back, dunno wat happen, he sensing me to drive away, like i block his car, den i showing w me hand tell him reverse la, den he very fierce looking at me ask me to drive away, i seriously dun wish coz i dunno what i wrong at, den i thought i parked his place, mayb he want to got up the car , move further up a bit, den dere i bu shuang with blur mind, slowly walk back to my car, before i dik dok my car, dere he reverse and drove away, FUCK YOU, i straight away shout out, i broke the words, fuck him again, for makin me say the words that i m controlling, ishhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!! i sriously want to shout at him, GO DIE LA, SEI AH NEH NEH!!!if u are one second later, i sure complaint uuuuu!!!!uncivilized ppl!arghhhh!!!!!

even if i m wrong, oso not ur turn to mad at me telling me i should give u way, sei an neh neh!arghhhhh!

a quote

wife = good friend; husband =  good friend; mum, dad, sis, bro = good friend

this is really truely good, quoted by nickhun shi

reAlly hope this is happening around

monday march

2day go maybank, fail in opening account coz poor system-offline.2moro hav to go again, sien, they really working slow and i found mostly indian are working in puteri branch.

den head to public, to do some settlement. is fast, u can see the differenc between chinese ppl and other race working attitude.

after that, go to facial coz really a long time since last time and i can feel my face is torn, hehehe...

cally talk some sensitive issue thaT sensitized me, argh...1stly, she asked me about " hav u got ur bf?..." she scared me by telling me i should get one during uni life, if not, when u work that time, that will be supremely hard, coz u hav to compete with lots of girls, so sad...den she asked whether my mum asked me about this thing, den i said no den she keep continue telling my mum's friend who is also her customer, that she asked her daughter to fast fast hav one at this age, den i m thinkin, why my mum din tell me this de, den she said my mum not open enuf at this, den i will think ya lo, my fren's mum oso telling this to her, haih...diff family. i think my dad and mum hope i single better lo, den will not lan from hse too much, esp my dad, i always think of he dont like i got any bf, hmm...but if really, i dont wan find a serious bf, coz my family is too serious d, cannnot tahan the seriousness sometimes.i seriously need to get one, my fren and i were talking about this the day before, so q~ den again, cally asked me abt why i dont study abroad since my family should can afford me, den at 1st, i thought to juz fu yan her i hav sister ma, den think think, i m not dat weida den juz tell my family actually dont focus lots on education, whats more i think study abroad need like 2-300 k, is not a small amout, den dere i tell her something,that i actually tears...luckily i m puttin a mask and she is pinching me at my pimples, so i guess if she think why my eyes wet wet, should be pain till tears ba.

take a deep breath...

my face is ill now, i think my face will get bruised later on, no face see

小pink

juz now i went sunway, i found my he, haha, i hav looking for he for so long, den juz now i pass through a mini toons, saw he, i name he 小pink, deng deng deng deng, there is he, he will be my driving partner, plz look for him when u is on my car, hahaha....

**i m looking for a genuine one, tell me if u saw he

小pink , is sitting on my table, ops i haven cut off his price tag, hehe....he is till belongs to mini toons

i shake hang with him, "nice to meet u" hope u like me

a close up- wa, so handsome~~

price tag still here, dere i go cut it...

is belong to me now

do u think we very chan?hahaha...

u may wonder why i like this dunno like wat de wat, but he is so cute, dont u think so, pink color, long hands long legs that i dont hav, thick eyebrow, noob noob de look, argh...is so cute and handsome  ♥

papa's cafe ♥

yesterday i told my sister to come papa's hav brunch, coz we should use the voucher i bought from groupego, which cost me 48 to buy 6 food vouchers before it expired.my mum said she wanna vege with her friends den thereby i invite my sis.so luckily, my mum said sponsor me back before we went out, haha, i hav another few bugs to spend on ^^. it only cost me 8 bugs for a set of food and a iced-lemon tea. i think it is worth for me to try since not expensive oso and i google before and i know the place well. 

at 11, there i depart from my hse heading to sunway ss15, coz this promotion only valid between 8-12pm. den it gives ur 4 choices and i choose spaghetti w lemon tea and my sis choose chop. i will commend my bolognaise seafood is super super delicious. as i never eat this kind of taste from anywhere else, the ship dun even taste this good, or i dun even cook this good, argh...i know my skill problem; after like i m goin to finish half of the spag, my sister order come. we juz hav awesome brunch here, eat till full full, dere we head to sunway "walk walk"

cost us rm0 for the brunch, i thought i should pay some service tax or others but it didnt, i somemore praise them for their food and told them i will comeagain^^

papa's cafe, if u know asia cafe, den u will know pizza hut and it is juz located beside, is juz beside the clinic i had my orthodontist teeth care

i dont remember to post up myself ^^ after i put my bag in, i m juz so tak malu take pic on the road

this is the little menu stand on the table, is cheap if compare to melati cafe

is juz simple and normal cafe but u will never know how much of satisfaction i gain from here

i m sitting on the sofa, i will think it is too low for me, hmm...or my problem, argh...

seriously the food is like what papa's hand showing

a normal good ice lemon tea, and we are sitting table no.2

my food arrive 1st , this is call spaghetti bolognaise seafood, omg the taste so so so damn nice, even i wont put that much of sauce and i will say it is heavy cost "重本"

they even serve us mozarella cheese for top us, juz put as much as u like, but i bu hao yi se put too much coz 2day is a low cost business for them, hav to think for the shop coz i wanted to come again, dun "zhap lap" plz

start loo, isnt it a big portion?

can u see how much they put strong on ingredient, 落重料, haha, english juz direct translate, hehe...

 there is oyster!!!! (nice-sweet and fresh), small lalas(not so good coz they are small like ur last finger nail that long, squid, fish and prawns. seriously it is a high cost food, very very like the taste

papa's chicken chop, again is huge!!!i will say the taste of black pepper if ok but it will be better if the chicken grilled little bit more, it is serve with fried rice-malaysian style but the fried rice is awesome so fried taste

i force my sister to show the fried rice is nice, hahaha...but she thinks the fried rice is delicious too

can u see i am curi-ing her portion?of course i do give her mine

is a big swap

me and my sis

omg, it is foc?

**i recommend this cafe so much, plz do visit. i saw their menu, price not expensive oso, should give them a try...rate this cafe well ^^ although its is not cosy well decorated, but i will feel very comfort on the envi, coz it not noisy 

♥♥♥

a continuation to sunway: 

luckily 2day i m smart clear in controlling my shoppin desire, at least i din bought that pants, hehe..but if i bought i wont regret oso de~juz dat like too much. still i manage to buy something ^^

i found this new shop in asian avenue, it fits all camera lover esp like holga, lomo those special camera..my instax and wat i want to buy de cola flash oso here, but hmm...think think 1st

after few hours walk, my leg start to feel pain coz of my nice pretty heels, rest at liong cha pou

we oreder one big de guiling gou herbal jelly?share~, the tea pot is filled with honey, seriously need put a lot, hahaha...since we pay that much muz use back that much, coz really taste not so good without the sweetener