mood down to max

i was previously at a good mood,

after havin a 2 hours nap, after go for a short jog-run, after complete my korean drama . den i remember of check the IAM result after told by my fren out d, reluctantly, i on wble, and search for my id, yong sui ly to see i got 6/15. den i go to look at the graph of our result, i m out of average, ranked in the lowest range. sadly see other ppl de mark, sad, mood so down, everyone is like averagely 10 something or not >median. den i can see hardly lower den 6 or 6. haih....i m the poor student. i dun mind to fail but i very mind to be the lowest. i thought i dun mind, but when i bath take time, i seriously keep thinkin and feel so mood down, till now, i still down. i thought of quitting, i think of change course, what can i do, i dun wan be fishseller, or auntie in the market, i dun wan.my fren told me a lots , one of it is why dont i change my way of behaving, how abt study one hour a day, o~is not tough to study an hour a day but the main is hard to step out 1st to study the 1st our coz habbit, well i still manage to study that one hour and i had juz finish my IAM but not up to one chap, main problem is not i dun understand is i dunno how to apply, my brain goes straighter and straighter when i grow, i forget abt twist and turn, mayb too long din eat twisties, lol (hahaha...i sot d)