sunday in setapak

2day is my 1st time in stayin setapak alone without my roomate.feel so quite.hehe...though, she is not noisy oso. resaon?coz of stupid programmin and prob stat assignment and the lately discrete math test on saturday. waO, I m not doin programmin assignment of course, i where got dat geng...i depends on my fren lo..he helps me den i edit.but i oso dat sui, i suggest myself to help him to prob stat assign...hehe.等价交换. what i learn from a drama yesterday.but of coz prob stat and programmin cannot be equally valued coz his is more no is most tougher.hehe...mine prob stat assign had finish rushed yesterday night. but den wenchuan one can man man lai.coz his due date in on the comin thursday.while i m is 2moro...but i will try to finish up his 2day oso...

god suggest me to change?

2day juz finish calculus quiz 2. ok la not too hard.when i open my mail box, so suprisingly, i got a mail from utar.it offers new course in bandar sg.long.got 3 new courses,bachelor of acc,bachelor of economics global,bachelor of international business. wat make more suprising is it is in october intake. normally, utar only hav 2 intakes, january and may.but now.waO, is it specially make for me?is god oso thinks that i should not stress anymore but choose a realxing course?i wil consider it after i finish sem 1 as.:)

should i change?

nowadays, i found myself bcome very stupid oredy, i m doubted that whether my foundation result is tipu back de?though not dat well only 3.68...i found every subjects in thios course are so tough, especially probability and statistics1 and accouting. every time the result saddening me, nearly failed every time. i dunno know y when i do the tests these days, i suddenyly will feel my mind is empty. juz like the recent prob stat test 2. environment?i dunno not know. yesterday, i found a blogger, wrote on his blog, he said he find this course is so dumb, every subs to him is super extra easy dat make not much diff from foundation. when i heard this, i felt he is so boastful and at the same time, sad coz i thought 100% differently from him. i really feel i can do nothing when dealing with this subjects.i try to work hard but seriously, really cannot.juz like programming. i study but the text book did not teach much, tests, exams are 101%diff from wat the lecturer teach in class.y?is it i did not work hard in the beginning,i regrets. when i took the prob stat test 2 last few days,i found i cant do, i really wish to pass up juz like dat. i wanna give up. and now, when i study and know nothing, i really wan to give up again, and dun study anymore, coz dun wanna stress up myself living like this.wat course would i change?should i start again like beginner, study from the 1st year of diploma, continue art in utar, start other engineering course, or study in nearby college like taylor?wat course should i change by then?can i do cope actuarial science's subjects?i wish i can, as in the 1st time, i thought myself are smart enuf to do as?but y?now cannot.i seriuosly feel sad...y?m i hav the history of every phase of study hav to transfer school. i so scare now. i dun hope it is so.if not, i will be a late learner.haiz...

a fren, mr.R

am i to cruel to juz be a fren, reason coz u forgot mt birthday is the reason i dun wan bother u?i guess not really, coz u miss the toughest & happiest time in my life.as a best fren, u din pop out at the right time. when the time i celebrate my 19th, the time i face the harsh time in study, the time i get the poorest result, the time i stress for exam, the time i nervous for piano exam,the time i wan share my happiness when i hav take my grade8, the time i lost my belongings, the time i wanna find someone to watch movie wif...all u hav missed. is not ur fault absolutely, is juz time makes wrong.seriously, the other reason is i dun wan to make mistaken anymore, make u feel wrongly on me and i found the reason is i dun have the feeling + you are not my type.y?not coz of ur physical, maybsome, but the type of bf i wan is not like this, coz u r too uncaring and dun have safe-feel.future?mayb.gentle obviously u are70%. juz like u and ur ex.mayb i know too much and dat is y i more understand of wat type u r. not to hurt you in anyways, i choose to stay away. is nice to be friend and very good friend wif u, but...i know wat i will do if i dun love someone anymore, i would say myself, a cruel ex as i dun like to fren wif ex.unless he will feel nothing to me as i do.dats y better not to start before v cannot be friend.mayb in future, there is chance but now, no. sorry, and if u think i very heartless i would tell you, yes i m.though when u said u hate me, i will feel, how can u say like this but when i think back, i would rather u hate me more.

some type of ppl!

2day i would like to comment on some of the ppl. in group x,
type1(chuen+not friendly): dere is two ppl who i think they very "chuen". though they r smart, but den they are closed in their world. everytime, when i saw them, i dun feel like smile wif them coz feel like they are lookin down and always tease ppl. is juz a feeling actually.they din really show out.hehe...
type2(no topic): dere is some ppl dat u know, u will dun hav topic to talk to, though i can consider quite talkative but den when deal wif some ppl, dere is no topic to be linked.weird? ya. mayb is coz of the attitude of both type dun wan lose, dun wan be look down?Human always hav those feeling dat if u talk 1st, u r mean to be "lower".y ya?"ng lose de"?
type3(erm...): these ppl weird dao, never face this b4.coz i hav classmate but never talk to them, never know their name, they are always work on themself. if someone suddenly point me to them, i will feel suprised if they said they are in the same group wif me.haha...shy?mayb 21th century man are born to be dat.

conclusion: i m lookin backward of my foundation life, feel dat time is the greatest after leavin 2ndary. They are the friends should be, though most of them are not idealized but seriously, they are best as compare to my so-call friends in my group. jealous on christine's group coz they hav lots of fun in group. i regret that i change group. coz 1st thought is can make new ppl, but that was not the fact.haiz...if i m still in utar in sem2, i would like to say bye bye to my current classmates.

a great practical assesement day:)

2day, i quite happy coz 2day i 80%succesfully complete my practical assesement2. though i still need help from chen foong and chen hoong, but at least i can complete 1st q, and half of the 2nd q. hehe. i oredy very satisfied liau loo~~coz the thing i felt proud is i can borrow my 1st q to others, but den i feel quite malu oso coz my output not so nice...dunno he(kc) got use other. if din use, oso dun mind la...

UTAR 没个好人！去死啦UTAR！

i thought i hav feel nothing about my loss, but till tis morning, it was not at all. i still suffer a great pain from the lost. i brave up myself to see the phone receipt.OWH! then only i realised it was not as i thought, the estimated lost was not 0nly 800 but is a total of 1000. i hate the "1000".especially when i saw the date of purchasin, is not more den 1.5months!i hate tis. again, my tears drop. why dont UTAR hav kind ppl?i hate UTAR ppl. as my msn posted, 我讨厌在UTAR看我多两秒的人！coz everyone who look at me are suspected to steal my phone, my g705~coz the sui yen sure will saw my pic, sure he knew dat the phone belongs to me!dats y from tuesday onwards, i start hatin the ppl in UTAR. i hate them so much! so so much!死 UTAR!