a fren, mr.R

am i to cruel to juz be a fren, reason coz u forgot mt birthday is the reason i dun wan bother u?i guess not really, coz u miss the toughest & happiest time in my life.as a best fren, u din pop out at the right time. when the time i celebrate my 19th, the time i face the harsh time in study, the time i get the poorest result, the time i stress for exam, the time i nervous for piano exam,the time i wan share my happiness when i hav take my grade8, the time i lost my belongings, the time i wanna find someone to watch movie wif...all u hav missed. is not ur fault absolutely, is juz time makes wrong.seriously, the other reason is i dun wan to make mistaken anymore, make u feel wrongly on me and i found the reason is i dun have the feeling + you are not my type.y?not coz of ur physical, maybsome, but the type of bf i wan is not like this, coz u r too uncaring and dun have safe-feel.future?mayb.gentle obviously u are70%. juz like u and ur ex.mayb i know too much and dat is y i more understand of wat type u r. not to hurt you in anyways, i choose to stay away. is nice to be friend and very good friend wif u, but...i know wat i will do if i dun love someone anymore, i would say myself, a cruel ex as i dun like to fren wif ex.unless he will feel nothing to me as i do.dats y better not to start before v cannot be friend.mayb in future, there is chance but now, no. sorry, and if u think i very heartless i would tell you, yes i m.though when u said u hate me, i will feel, how can u say like this but when i think back, i would rather u hate me more.