sorry to her

i felt so sorry to eloise when i cannot tahan anymore and make up my mind from moving away from this room, i have been hesitate for quite sometime coz she is really a good roommate and coz of i juz wan to live here for one more semester. but actually i can move back to puchong anytime , juz dat i dun wan since i m takin lesser and lesser subjects soon.

i asked few friends about what to do?whether to move out or not...

actually the problem comes from me, i m stressed by her, coz i m the one who cannt hav stress, look at her oredy hav stress face whats more she study too many in the room, eg. she rarely nap, so the time i nap, she is studyin and the time i wake up, if she is not studyin means she is busy w her societies, and she can study a lot till like 2am. not blamining she sleep lately coz i sleep lagi late, but the problem is like i sleep late coz i internet till dat late. also, sadly to say, she and me hav no talkin topics, sad right~omg, 1st, i wont talk abt AS again at home since, i oredy so hate it during shool, den 99%of our time is she face her computer, i face my computer, we dont meet up by face. hehe...imagine that what we can talk is hi, bye, i go 1st ya, what time is ur class later, so late de, i sweep floor d ya, end story. sometimes , the "i swept d" i even put a paper on the board. no interaction not no good juz dat, i feel no fun. like last time, i live with geh, though we hav no interaction oso, but we hav some comon interest and ppl to talk abt though not like she and lag la. haha...yet, i appreciate her for teaching me when i dunno how to solve my questions, but thats bcomes not important coz stress outweight the importance of whether i know how to solve.

also, i dun really like we hav no interaction till i dunno when she will go home, go out or come bac.coz i like to tell ppl where i will go, wat time i will back and hopin ppl will do tat for me. i juz wan to hav some preparations. but coz she din, now i oso lazy tell her where i go, wat time i bac...

**same course ppl really not suitable to live together and i not suitable to live w serious ppl unless the ppl can let me made fun at.i know i m juz so bad ;p
feedback from the reactions: she like get shocked and sad, i really really feel sorry, and hope she can ti liang me as i usually not dat a bad person to hurt ppl, arghh~i know i m wrong, sorry eloise( u talk bad behind me la, i wont angry (dunno she read my blog or not~hmm...)