do we come out to study or to fun?

do we come out to study or to fun?i really dunno, i quite enjoy today at least bcoz 2moro is ASM. a subject that i aim higher den pass. C? B?hehe...well, at least study in other place other den room is much more better no matter how, juz like now, i m not studyin but bloggin and browsing here and dere, haih...堕落
after yesterday nap, continue to another battle with demon " ASM", ding suggest go UTAR study, ok a, since i always heard ppl said utar is good to study at night, coz there are super calm and in study mode, there by after dinner, we went to UTAR mph. pickin ah bo, and karen to dinner at a place recommend by sheying at wangsa, yong taufu where i never been to, juz explore xia since, this place is not far from metroview.

this is our new discovery, juz opposite the metrovie, the road to the hospital tentera

stress till like this...

this morning, no is at dawn, 4am, wake up to do my final touch up on IAM, terrible, i m awake but my mind was so blur, till 5.30, i cannot think d. sad...so i juz tell myself muz get into sleep. so to prevent later i cant even recall the freakin lots formula, i do get back to sleep. sleep till 6.15, still feel very blur, give myself another 15min, seriously now means no time at ALL for tutorial, i juz leave it, wat ever. 

15min before exam, argh, i cant think, shit. later i feel to gg inside. den got my paper, ==, haven start, i oredy want to vomit, seriously, i never stress till like this at the moment of exam， thanks to IAM give me this 1st experience. =(
exam end...certified that i am going to repeat the paper. i juz wan to give up and run away juz now, juz dat i give myself a try to let the lecturer know he has a poor student. ;p come back melati, i am super good mood coz i hav finish one paper, instead of emo abt i hav poor results which is not my style. juz dat finish one paper, i oredy feel my body and mind is exhausted like i finish my final d.
god bless me, 2moro another paper ^^
chao to nap...with my lovely♥blanket i brought back from home, hehe...

i end my hell life finally

woohoo, end d, can u expect that i finally i end my hell day, everyday sleep at 2am! wake up by alarm, nap with alarm, what is more terrifyng is even i nap, cant really rest well, coz the more stress, the more u wan urself to sleep, the more dream u will hav. those nonsense dream == food, i ate a lot, emo a lot(frequent), sien a lot, no drama, pimples a lot, eyebag a lot....argh, so scary! can u feel the scariness, ew~

2day tests terrible, i hope i will not experience again, 2tests on the same day sucks like what i had in my previous precious final, i seriously died that time, so these test oso almost. i cannot really recall well in the test about the formulass, coz really too much, my mind blank that time, end. the other one totally 0, juz like pass up the empty paper. feel so humilating of pass up those "shit", arghh, fail saja la, the one came out totally not in tutorial, so nex time no need study tutorial d.

i deserve this poor things, last min, dont do tutorial, never listen in class. 

*still i feel so sad of think abt it again(think nex week, think...[happy])

my test hall at s block

all ppl is working hard on their last try, but i oredy give up, i oso sien w my attitude

for AS student, they will never miss calculator, either this normal 570,  fm calculator, advance scientific, my necessary during test, a water for me to do something when i m clueless, and writting "utensils", haha...

omg, i am exposing  my answer, please those who know the answer plz dun tease at mine, it is a piece of " huh?is that the answer?!" lol, seriously i dunno what am i writting but i can juz crap so many numbers out

when i finished my paper, all ppl is still craving their head to make their best, but wat impress me is the situation above

 

2day march 14 is my advanced calculus test 1 day, i am juz 1st time meet the content on friday, coz i "think" i din pay "little" attention to mr ivan talk, coz he is juz so unattractive person, u can see from above, hehehe...8 weeks i was like juz go, sign, sit, ipod and last but not least, liew the ppl around me. of course i do copy notes juz dat, hmm...hehehe, copy few lines den juz told fren around me, later borrow me ya, coz i really dunno need to copy from where and yet, i dun wan miss, who knows, his "extra" on board is like useless, i "think", text book provide all the info and even better den notes(reason: his notes are from text book==)

and juz this morning, i only realized i m superb lazy, haih...sad...coz yesterday i promise myself to study tutorial, who knows i look at it, the expression give to myself is " wa! so many, hmm, nex time la, final dat time only do and read la"omg, this really sounds like wat a girl wil do, arghh...i m man=( and i dun like give myself last try in test coz i feel like i can do nothing better, so after i wrote my last sentence, i will rarely look at my answer again

seriously i hope everyone else is like me so dat i m not the weird one, i juz think that, i should take art in the very beginning, well, no time for me to regret~phooh(breath out)

chao~ to nap back my yesterday my midnight 2 am oil ^^