my new place to study

peace, start study...

 yeah!!i dont need go back stpk d( feel so sad abt stpk, no aircon, umcomfort bed, no good food, no fast line, no money spend no ppl to chat, no facebook but one thing i worry abt stpk is my plant, hope it dont wilt after i see it again), i found a great place for me to study? u may wonder why? at home cannot study ke? no, is at home got my lovely bed and blanket, not even one page, i oredy feel sleepy automatically which is impossible coz i juz got up == at 3 pm juz now, really cannot d, dere i decide to find this library in puteri, 10 min to my hse.

finger exercising

it has been sometime i din touch my lovely piano, 2day, i m juz in mood to find a song from a site, and play. it is so hard to play back? can u believe grade7 student play a song till like this, i cant believe, so juz assume i m a beginner, den i will feel better. haih..no ear listen. u will never know it is so hard for me to complete a song especially when i knew i m goin to record it, i become more nervous, keep on playin on the wrong notes =( feel so sorry to my teacher who taught my for so many years, i m juz so untalented.
2day i hav play pianos for like 3-- hours ^^; where is my study?i give to piano d, a way for me to run out from notes, bad me  x.x
btw, can u guess the opening of this song? is one of the kpop ^^, if dunno means i fail, haih...

我过着乞丐的生活 ?

this doesnt mean i hav to beg money for life, it means that i hav no motive to study for my test, i only know there are tests and i hav to study but not for the behind purpose of wat tests mean by.

i'm out of control

argh, i m juz goin to dead soon, i told myself to sleep earlier 2day coz seriously tired, who knows i m juz uncontrolledly watch till this time, from juz now 10.30 till now, arghh, i goin to live like a dead in class 2moro, and test goin to result wat i will be 2moro, goodmorning 9am class

i m a student

i always forget i m a student,

obviously, this is not me

a student who dont study hard; a student who always think of skip class; a student who wants to travel abroad everyday but enter wrong uni; a student who wants to get rid of boredness; a student who feels class is bored when >3 hours a day; a student who wants everyone to act like me; a student who like to spend $; a student who always think of holidays; even intern oso think of take many days of leave to fun, arghh~can i stop behaving this? why?questions never end

fes-tival

2day is wednesday, i woke up super early 2day to set my hair, class at 8, so guess wat time?

ans: 6 morning...

i dun feel tired on waking at this time but it seems wrong when i am atteding my lab class, argh, i seriously feel sick. sick of tiredness, pain of whole body and hot. however, it goes better when i got out from the class. coz i dont like lab class. seriously dun hav talent on computer softwares.

o ya, i haven said why i set up my hair 2day when my class is not late, coz one, is a new friend, joe ask me for movie at pavillion, and i hav planned well wat to wear, my new bag ^^, hehe...finally hav to chance to expose d, 2nd, is fes-tival, got many ppl, so try to dress well a bit. but yet very contradict with my mood, coz i cannot dress kua zheong here. at 1st, thought to put up a skirt and a heels but like to zhao yao, den change, somemore if go pavillion, i need to walk since public all the way.

thoug, he told me he is not feeling so well, therby cancel, i didnt feel too much of dissapoinment as i always put on the worst situation always, if it really on, den that will be a lucky day.i learnt this from many ppl who dissapoint me. well, used to it d.

saw geh, go her analog class coz i want to watch dance club perform at 2. so after 1, heh~eat~8 around. i din see the man i want to see, juz havin fun hi bye with many ppl, and oso take pic.

the gift, presents?i got from fes-booth, i dunno why i take so many, i juz like wa, wat for i take?but i think can use for like short trip, easy carry( jerard told it is fragrance, he thinks ==)

another lucky draw stuff, like no use, coz i cut myhair myself, hahaha...i m pro~actually i ask the girl to change the little potato chips on the table, but she said is hers not for draw, i m juz like food more

my instax mini7 finally produce something day, which i thought to use for another purpose

my biao ge is inside, he is juz the sweat king in my life, i juz dont like to writtenly chat w him, mou yan~

the guy with nice hair is amos, he is a cool , funny, smart, dance-lover man, someone fav ^^i juz try to catch him for a snap

everyone in fes live same 2day

i found everyone is working on their tests, assignments and reports now, and i feel balance coz i know i m not only one who need touch book in fes, hehe... add oil, everyone

**IAM is such a wasting time subject- to study subject, two resons: i read for few hours only touch up 2 pages(my problem, i know) and the questions in tests are diff from what taught in lecturer notes(my problem too coz i dunno apply and twist turn, my brain born to be think straight , haih...)

i suffer for a night

i wan to shout out loudly, i hav been suffer for a night, sleep at 1 clock, 2 clock i awake and saw my laptop light hasnt off, 3 something awake again, 4 something..., 5 something,...continuosly till 7. one hour wake up one time. can i said shit my time machine in my body. "shittt!!!!" i feel so tired, i cannot tahan d, u juz wake up at nearly to 8 to stop wake and sleep wake and sleep. i think if i continue like this, i will die 10 years faster....

is my body telling me i sleep too much? or the teh tarik? nonsense, i never hav this kind of problem la, my body. plz dun do this to me, i need no eyes bag to live my day and especially  this coming wednesday.

**finally, 12pm, i m back, skip one class, back home fb, youtube, see e-news den sleep, i m awake now ^^, can think and smile finally.

a day

yesterday i found out anlene+milo is a good combination; ramli chicken sausage's quality is good coz it doesnt grow big after hot in water. and i m headache of diving in the swimmin pool for too manytimes and i m sad coz i hav no one to go japanese cuisine with me. argh my life!

yet, i cant sleep well yesterday night, my roommate back suddenly at 10 which i thought she went home d, she is flipping papers after i wanted to sleep at 10.30, though the sounds not strong but i felt a little noisy due to my sickness. ipod was on, 30 min sleep time, yet after 30 min, i still cant sleep, it stopped, i woke. 2min talks with my roomate abt her work 2day and i continue putar balik on my bed. the bed suddenly is so hard, so hard till i felt i think floor is better den it. well, around 12 something, i got back my sleep. luckily, i din dream of repeating stuff that i was dreamt about last two days. this morning, feel body hav to work out, den go for a run. sweat is pity good sometimes.

find me

find me, i m so bored, talk non-sense with me, argh...my life

after couple of monthssss

by Robert Kiyosaki

recommended by cousin, william phone, a good book

after a couple of months, i finally finish reading this book, a financial intelligence teaching book. teach us how to be smart with money. let money work for us and not we work for money.

i read quite pity pity slow, it only is a pass time for me when i hav nothing to do, i personally dun really like reading, thats why it is time consuming, this consider very li hai d, coz normally i will half way give up, but this really a good book about how two dads influence his life on the financial concept. POOR dad is not poor but is an educated man who ask his son to study more, well educated to get a high pay, secure job; RICH dad is rich but more rich with his smart brain who know how to manage money well, who ask his son's friend, this son to know how to use cashflow wisely, learn to make asset earn money instead of accumulating liabilities to earn for u, and let this son know what u earn from work will hav to given back to government, so this rich dad mainly teach this son to invest asset, timing, experience of others, intelligence of others ...to earn. 

i m quite happy with successfully read a book, coz the feeling is great, is proud. i hav another to continue, guess how long i will hav to complete it?hmm....

connaught alone

things i bought, i like kimchi so much recently, reallllly deli ^^

yesterday, wednesday. connaught pasar malam if u ask me wat can i do suring wednesday night, i end class at 11.30, which should be 11, coz the lec tutor too much on the 3 questions, well, bus is missed. so ching and i planned to eat pan mee at wangsa, while waiting for the 12 clock class, we wait in canteen. suddenly, my phone goes cacat, den i thought of buying new phone immediately-iphone4?hmm...digi?maxis? it makes me so headache where i cant even call ppl to ask opinion, den ching borrow me hers. den watever, pan mee at ai mian zi, deli~ den ching suggest me go repair which i not really confident at but after chen hoong told me he used to hav that experience juz ribbon problem on slide phone, den ask for repair price, think is reasonable, within one hour, my phone live again. but change phone was my new plan soon...

den after nap, thats my activity. argh...cannot i will bored die, my roommate whole day not here, impossible i whole day here, what a pity, keep finding ppl to go pasar malam, failed all. about hmm ..6 ppl i found, no one want go, sad la...my ren yuan is so bad, arghhh... den rain slightly, around 7 something it stops, of course i call my fren at sglong to ask whether raining there, no. great. one ppl oso can go pasar malam, i want prove it no ppl accom i can oso enjoy. but serious will feel sad, but rather den stay in stpk do nothing, line lag, drama sien, friends dun hav, den sendiri drive there. actually i can say is quite far from here.

luckily, i can find a parking easily but oso a bit distance but at least it is bright place and safe for me to walk. start my one ppl pasar malam...slowly while wasting my time...look here and dere. one thing i found in connaught is there are many pretty girls walk pasar malam. quality is high i think, guy oso not poor looking. enjoy looking at good faces. around 11, head home.

*i really hope there are one with me when i m serious bored, coz when i bore, i get super super emo sad, i m one who cant stay at a enclosed space for too long. i can cry de~

stpk breakfast and puchong breakfast

stpk breakfast

puchong breakfast

can u feel how it contra? bakkut teh and milk, there is one similarities, they contain water ==

this is what i will look forward for when i get up in puchong, open the food cover and look for my breakfast, everytime special, hehe...serioulsy this is the bakkut teh i like the most, located in pj oldtown inside pasar dere. it taste herby rather den lots of pork smell. normall i will only get the most unwanted pork which is the most roughy one with most importantly soup ^^i m a lzay person so the roughy one got less bone to lue, not like pai guat,ew,i dunno even how to eat those stick on bone de meat?skin?gan? and it contains less fat compare to those fatty fatty fa lam 

class loo, too sien while waiting for the time to reach and yet dun like drama on early morning, sounds annoyin, chao~

i miss u

what i miss most when back home or even not back home, is my lovely blanket, super like my smell and i like to rub it over and over, plz dun laugh me at my stupidity. it has been a habbit since i was so young no is when i m born...i will use tasty to describe my blanket, haha...

the nex thing i miss most is my dog, bonnie ^^ post her pic later time la ^^

and the thing i scare most is talk to my brother, so when suring dinner juz now, i was thinkin, please dun talk to me, plz plz..and i hav think what to response to his conversation" enough, i dun wan 同你吵" this is a fear

and the word i like to hear from my dad is" u hav enough money to use?" but too bad he din ask, waste, haha..

one of the most untress AS ppl ?

they are preparing to light and heat the kongming deng

write wish

ah boy has lotssss

all belong to him

and this is mine, due to time constraint and scare kena tangkap juz write the most general wish

hehe, i m in ^^

lighted!, fast, raining soon, dripping smally

blow blow, scare it dont fly up, coz is poke by them, ada lubang d

is flying~siang hopes it dont fly to pv dere, disturb the household

high up in the sky, where we think it lowers but actully is further, physics-illusion

after, that, fire cracker!use lighter?obviously no, later explode

i haven set  camera mode, den oredy start to throw, hope can see the cacat fire ^^

story: 2moro actually is my testS day. 2 tests- IAM and ASM, but i m extremely relax mayb is overstress till like dat?hmm..no la, is i know one is open book and that is quite easy, formula formula and formula, the other one is smart lec de subject so it wont be easy, and whats more is mutiple question, so it will be super hard, so juz guess la. i think i m the only AS ppl who will do so, go out dinner, heh~ and go out put fire.msn whole night. juz dun care la, i juz like to be like dat, but i think ppl around me will stress bao when they can see me playin around when they are studyin hard. thats why i hate to see ppl when they get relax-er den me, no way!cannot!hehehe...bad me, i know.

story no.2: i know ah boy the white boy above is kinda funny, at 1st i thought he is cv's fren coz i saw him he in lab b4 and i asked him where is cv that time, so i will automatically think that they know, and now only i remember same lab doesnt mean same course, coz i never lab for so long d. and stupid me, i juz always smile at him coz i thought we are at least friend of friend till yesterdat only i know i had wrong for so long. and we start to chat up when i enter mecha design class, and we juz talk and exchange msn. den the night he ask me to put fire, den i dun wan bore at home, i juz go and fun. think think xia, i oso quite dangerous, simply follow a quite stranger de friend out, i will learn something here. ^^

*actually i oso hav kongming deng but i  haven hav the chance to put when the government juz banned it and after i bought only i guilty about will kongming deng burn forest?burn condo?block airplane? plz dun make my did kill ppl, arghh!am i thinking too much...

ugly handmade pouch

front view

backview

inside

little cute 3D design buttoon, u see it nice but , please prepare to see the ugliest sight, arrrghh!!!

ewww~~i dunno how to finalize the zip sew, juz juz simply sew till cannot see hole

i use this ribbon to cover all my ugliest skill but still... worsen, i juz leave it like this

complete!

i actually have make this few months ago, juz dat i left a material with man there till yesterday, i got my souvenior from there, there i asked my material and emo yesterday din make me think of completing it untill this morning, still feel sad, den start to complete it by one and half hour which i should use it for my revision for my 2moro test but i give up. this pouch i was plan to make it as my small pouch as it is super convenient, but i change my mind juz after i goin to complete it coz it is too ugly, till cannot tahan, i think ppl will think it is pick from rubbish bin, argh!humilating, i juz keep it for storin my pad la...hehe... this made me decide this kind of money i will juz let ppl earn, one time of experience is enough mayb till i think my skill grow naturally, i will make one again, happy now, coz finally complete a task though it is super 100% unsatisfactory product.

seriously i will feel humilating to let ppl see dao the real thing which i thought to show off to man before 2day, well, i m not again, coz i need to praise her here for her super good fine excellent sewing talent ^^

torturing today

argh!!!!!!

super boring here, after class at 12 which i hav spend my one hour in schol after i miss the bus, go back eat, sleep and awake, den study....

study the most terrible thing, though i know i m facing the test the day after 2moro, if one paper, i seriously wont touch it 2day, juz dat another paper IAM, which is dead paper will kill me much, but now i oredy yu jo 95% fail de , so 2day even i finish read through the ASM, i wont touch that killing IAM, this is my style of study ^^

bore because after i back from school, i never leave this house, even room only two times, argh, pity~

cant find ppl out with me and oso dunno who to find for, where to go to. i din see dao ppl i will die de, this is oso the time when i need a bf to pass my boredom. sorry to my future bf, but u hav to seriously give me ur time when i need, especially when i feel the world with no one else like juz now. 

chao~i hav to see ppl now, get my souvenior from block b, what a big distance for me 2day

back: it din change my mood, worsen only, i can cry easily now

joke of the day

due to my hot nap, i sleep till wan wan den den till i juz remember i forget repark my car, where it is still counting money, den dere i walk down and find my car. funny things happen:

dit* (means my car is open), den as usual i sit 1st, den throw all my stuff to the guest sit beside, den i touch my pocket "oh no, i din bring car key down, arrrrgh!!!" den i m awake, think dao, if no car key how can i get in, at instant, i tease at myself, the car key is juz on the guest seat. noob me = =

good morning

argh, i cant sleep later,thats why i m here now, a good morning compactible with a good jog and im going now ...later meet up with gangs in mid valley, chao~

i m poor

2day i felt so poor when i m on last date due on utar bill. i went to public bank wangsa and plan to pay money, who knows no account book cannot do.b4 that i thought use a ic will enough for me to make the transfer. who knows due to security purpose they din hav it. den i asked the man, so how, do u hav solution? den he is like so blur, den asked me whether hav e-bankin?no. i asked him need takes long time to make one, he said service down, is 4 oclock(their closing time), and fastest oso 2moro can make the transaction.arghh, den i suggest him how abt atm, den he said ya. den i asked, withdraw 3000 out?or can i use credit card?he said did utar said can use credit card?== den dere i press atm, who knows he only allow me to withdraw 1500,not enuf la, den i run back to him, ask him for solution, he said my withdraw limit is that if need to increase, again need wait till 2moro, one of the reason i said. den dere i think...(rationally). 1st person come to my mind is ding, who knows he din pick my call, seriously cant get her when in danger, she is a person who miss calls always, den i think of geh, ask her help me transfer via e-banking. but i will transfer 1500 to her 1st and the balance will pay her 2moro, coz i thought limit is 1500 but when i atm , it allow me to trans 3000. what a noob machine, stupid system.
so, i m poor a day coz i cant find cash to pay bank.yet i dun wan get a rm10 penalty for late payment, not worth la, like last time, interest oso not dat high, hehehe...