genting w family, bunches of ppl

my cousin look like bangladesh, they are so dark here, haha...

wake up in the early morning, din reply the msg, coz i dunno how to reply, den juz continue my promise, sushi makin for my family de genting trip ^^, it took me 2 hours something to do this, it seems a lot better den last time, but still ugly, i m gonna stop this, but how? i still hav lots of the rice, haih...juz dong fan sek, den still hav time, to pay a appreciation to shin, i juz bought it to gk, treat them, i was way too free, haha...and oso since lili said i wan, den i juz brought it dere. thanks to shin ^^ seriously hope he dun feel vomitt when eating my poor thing
den at around 3, my family pick me from pv3, den dere we go. 1st, we visit my cousin de canteen, eat dere, she said some food are nice there, den the ppls go to concert, tsai cin. den my cousins go to buy movie tickets and i said, i m too tired, i back room sleep, if not, i sure faint before 12. den like 9 something we move to cinema to watch the choi lei fatt, omg, plz dun watch, super sucking sien...i nearly fall sleep, and lagi sleepy inside. den after that, we head back to hotel, tea~ 15 of us ^^ sun bian celebrate my cousin birthday

sorry you

there is something i really care for, instead of my feeling, i rather care what ppl feel esp to the ppl i care. i m sorry to wat i did, but if possible, i hope yesterday din happen, at least there isnt the situation like this, i realy dunno how to face. guilty...not cause by you, is something i should beware nex time when chatting. to everyone i guess. haih...feel so wrong
dun feel bad with it if u read it, if u think u feel more guilty if i tell, den i will dont express it anymore, i juz dun like ppl feel bad on what i did. sorry. i make sure no nex time.

for me to distress, for me to gain confidence

@genting( beside starbucks 1st world) now, the 1st preview of my selca

yesterday after tutorial, dere i run to genting 避难, to find back my little tiny confidenc, coz these few days, i hav no confident at all abt my studies and many things, seriously i feel so bad to be a student like me, so, emo me, i run to genting, throw all the AS utarians, all the tests and UTAR at stpk. though is it like a bit too dangerous and crazy but i did that coz seriously if i dun, i am sure the following days i will feel like dead, coz the day before yesterday, even i breathe oso i feel hard, this kind of stress not coz of the comin test but is the confidence that i had lost from being too poor in study, is confidency stress. cant find anyone to go up wit me coz i know no one will gila like me, yet i know my frens some dont wan waste the money, dont wan waste the time, dun hav the chong dong, dun hav the stress or dun like me. well, i dont force ppl to do things they dun wan, and yet i dun ask coz i scare rejected and troubling ppl. but my decision to go genting do not make things wrong, i feel super awesomely great after that. my pictures, sadly to show, all is selca, plz, u feel very annoy, dun see if u dun like~ it is horrfying

my new stay

this is my new stay in pv3 block a, 13a floor, unit due to save purpose, cannot reveal, hehe

i am you ying(有形）2day

i am totally give up to the paper, mathematical statistic final till i hav the brave to say i wan follow when my mum ask me wan go genting juz now, 6 hours ago.whats more, i went for movie this afternoon after my final with eloise, popeye is my lunch, step up 3 was my show. see, how dare i can live in this. why? juz bcoz i dun hav anything to gain if i open the math stat notes, haih...see how i die for it, i wonder what i get?fail, most probably.

starbuck- hot choco( gainin cold) in genting