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there is two kind of me i realized:

when i am with fren, i can talk a lot, i can non stoply create many topics, juz can talk from the moment we meet till we leave, even feel not enuf, somemore will suggest go for some place continue talk again, that is why i like to hang out with frens

this come super different when with family, i will try not to talk, or talk in the tone that hav no interest, juz reply when asked, and stop once i answered in the shortest way, this happens very 100% true especially when he in the space, coz 99.9 % i feel the way i talk will gain his dislike and get objection and eventually scold me in the end, this is fear? i really dunno. so, when i am at home, i will hide in room, and after i go out for eg. family dinner, i will hope i can reach home asap. hmm~ sounds like a two personlity live inside me. actually, when he is not around, i will try to make a true me in front of them, talk freely with my mum and dad and sisters, actually i think only when he is in, i appear differently. well, juz used to it la ^^ not to say i dislike this way, juz feel like expressing in case i hav this Schizoid personality disorder, the another me read my blog, hahahahaa....

random:

yesterday finally i hav settle the monitor and modem router, feel so proud coz i successfully install the router where i hav to get ppp password from ISP. but today when i install the new monitor to replace the "box", i found out my cpu lack of one kind of pin, well this hav to juz wait when i finish my tuesday test only go to ask the seller how to solve it. not a big deal, at least for me coz i hav my laptop ^^ but juz now when my dad said " o, that mon so cheap, why dun buy bigger de" den i was like, " omg, hav i bought wrong thing again?" haih... regrets always happen on me =(

btw. i hv to thanks lili for accom me buy thic IT stuff coz at least i dun need carry those heavy stuff and i can savely survey around, but hope he dun get annoyed with waiting me in the mall, coz i hav 选择困难症, i seriously waste few hours in deciding =(( ; thanks lili ^^ i think u will say "no" to accom me again nex time, hehe... seriously i hav 101% token of appreciation to u