heavy day

my mood now is like the weather now, cloudy with little rain and yet greyii. i start to feel heavy hearted when my hsemates were happily and enjoying discussing their matter of hse movin where i cannot involve myself in. i am thinkin should i continue to stay in setapak or move on with my plan i planned? to say seriously, i enjoy livin with them: geh, ding, cy, my, si, meimei and yj. though there is little arguments but is sure is a norm where few ppl live togather, we cannot deny that every ppl hearted with no thorn... however, as long as we hav time, we forgive, we forgo. i am worry if i failed, i cannot take my industrial training which is the main reason of why i move out, i am tired, i am exhausted, i am left out. i dun wan!