should i go home?

my food i brought to stpk to cheer me, but now seems fail

this morning, feeling is super good, with lovely breakfast prepared by my mum and good process of study, well, my tell me later u go back stpk, get ur notes and come back again la, den i said: dun wan la, nex tuesday oredy my exam d.
den, after i went to bank, den i get myself some food to distress when i come back stpk. i bought cheese cake, cakes from RT, den pass by thong kei, den i think of them( my lovely ding, geh, man, lag; ding likes dan tart, she always bought from pv7 which i think not really nice, thong kei really famous of it, den i juz get down and buy 6, which another one is for roommate which i felt so bad, if i left her out), who knows, when i sms them whether they at stpk, they told me they were all back home, coz the nex paper not so soon. seriously, i feel a moment of down, i hav to settle those dan tart and i hav no companions d =(
den reach pv3, i feel annoyin to think of parkin, den step into 13a-6, arghh, so damn hate =((((
feeling of putting down all my stuff oredy start to feel stress, and now is super emo till i cant really study. really a weirdo. dun like dun like dun like...even i think of my food, i cant even smile.
now only i know, they are important to me. ding alone not enough to cheer me up coz i know she is even more stress during exam. she will be a great person to study together not laugh together during exam but i bu hao yi si disturb her to study together.
should i go back home? i feel so sad to stay here when i hav to see the study face later behind me, not to blame, but, i hav great stress when ppl study really hard.

ding de fav, juz now man tell me, is her favourites oso, why u all go back? =(

from thong kei, which is somewhere near to my hse, mayb like 10 min?

mirror chocolate cake + hazelnut cake 

japanese light cheese, i give up RT SWISS ROLL to try a new stuff

when i look at the dan tart, doesnt gain my interest, but yet, i thought it can cheer me up, fail

my real expression when i think of eat without them seriously tasty oso bcome not tasy

very smooth, it didnt drop its quality as always but, why 2day not so delicious like normal de?

at first i feel stress->emo->should i go home-> sick ->emo again,  want go home! juz wait till at night see my mood has it goes better, if not, i will lan fan puchong, i dun want come back stpk is a destructive act which i thought should be constructive in my study, i m emo girl =(