NO hope!

2day, my mood was getting better, though sometime, when i think back, my heart was still pain and blaim myself for my carelessness. i know i won't get back my red bag, my phones, my pendrove, my key, my cash anymore.coz the "sui yen" use my 012 credit till rm9 when my bro check the balance for me. b4 dat, i thought i still havin hope to get back my phones, now i know, NO HOPE! tis is a toughful experience for me. i will bever be dat careless, never be dat kind, money muz hold much stronger. i promise myself in the future, i muz earn back what i had lost 2day. one more thing is: i wanna strongly curse dat " sui yen" who stole my things. i curse him/ her .......may tis curse comes true. UTAR de ppl, i know oredy!dun ever try to bolot my things. stupid UTAR!shit UTAR! if there is time machine, i sure wont choose tis UTAR!

空！空！空！

今天我以为我的CALCULUS会死得很可怜因为当CHRISTINE和HH在讲着问题时 我又很不明的地方 结果看到问题后 做完后心觉得很安很开心因为觉得这次会比上次好 奇怪的是我有时间剩 别人还不够 心想可能我做得快吧 因为我怕不够时间 所以一开始就时速300的在做 好运不是一直跟着我 因为当我要上PRACTICAL时 我发现电话不见了我便慌了 回去DK2A，2B 找。空！然后 我以为没翻清楚会看书包 空！然后我便是更慌 又回DK找 ANNOUNCE 空！后， 进PRACTICAL 时跟CHU他们讲。 CHU 就陪我找 去OFFICE 啦 那五楼都被我找完了因为要找TIMETABLE， LECTURER，CLASS 。。。我真的很没力去想 我到底留在那里 也想不到 不知所措 结果回家看 可能是没带 可是没可能啊因为锁匙也不见了 那个红BAG 跟锁匙一起放的啊
机会真的只有0.001% 我很懊恼因为红BAG 装着2 电话，家锁匙，PENDRIVE，和CASH200。想到这里我的心又在紧缩 呼吸困难 以为平时我就把钱看得比天大 我很责怪自己 为什么可以那么疏忽，惭愧到暴。真的在写BLOG 时又想骂自己为什么为什么 我有打给妈妈 没骂预料中的事 可就哭了起来 睡醒后 有哭 我有不喜欢不见电话的感觉因为在 FORM3 时也是不见我的第一部1000 的电话哭了几天几夜 人大了 眼泪干了所以哭不出 只觉得心里很纳闷 一直告诉自己别去想 刚才妈打来告诉我已经 取消DIGI户口 也给我一个希望 因为他说 刚有人用我的电话CALL他，可没出声 我很希望真的很愿望 那个拿了我电话的人会还我 因为他没关过机 我一直在打 也有SMS他，求他还我可没回。。。 我很希望天回给我多一次机会去改掉我的疏忽 最好时间可以倒流~~现在的眼泪也在眼珠里荡漾 真的不想想太多了

a mistaker but shopper

y i say so, coz 2day i went shoppin alone again. reason is no one wan to accom me. and also coz i wan watch harry potter and the half blood prince, and not really many ppl get interested to it. overall, the movie was not dat nice as compare to those previous episode. 1st: the theme is not obvious, 2nd: the concept of magic is little, 3rd: dumbledore died too fast, 4th: no voldemort. not chi gek.juz dat i remember one part of it is quite frighten all the ppl dere when the dead pop out from the water and pull harry into the water. mayb coz this movie is out for some time, the cinema is quite empty. not more den 1/4 of the hall.and i made a silly mistake is i got into the wrong hall at the 1st time, dat is i went to hall 12 instead of hall 2 coz i misthink the 12 is for the row.somemore i go and ask the ppl whether she sits wrongly, den i only found out dat i wrong and quickly run out. kebetulannya, the hall is also postin harry p.haha...such a big prawn head
!i watch 11.20 am de, but end up at around1.30.den searchin around for food, really a big searchin. finally, kfc regular x meal is my choice. after dat, shop around and home at 5pm with my new nike bottleS.

pic1: the hall is 2 not 12(big mistake i made)

pic2: in cinema hall 2

butter+sugar

2day, i felt a little bit of happy bcoz yesterday night, even though i din take nap, i can study till a bit late. thanks to christine and yanyee coz they willing to teach me accounting. let me know dat at least i know more den b4. mood hav make me do breakfast for myself and my hsemate. butter with sugar activate me for the day. after class, hh, tine, wei jie(tine's fren) and me went mc Donald to hav a mc value lunch. they encourage me to try the mc deluxe-spicy chicken which i think not bad and more full to mc chicken is compared. again, thanks to hh coz bring us dere.

i hav to work hard for 2moro test again, discrete mathematics w application. May GOD bless me...:)

bad test 2

the most memalukan thing in study is i got the lowest mark in the test...i felf humilated again since 8years ago.bcoz i got the lowest in english at standard 4 dat time and again, i was insulted by the shit business accounting 1 paper.i got 23/40. where the average of my class is 30/40. i hate to be dat. rep somemore ask me "y is it so", is juz like a sword cucuk into my heart!wat i told him is, "coz i dunno a"is dat an excuse for me? dat day night i hav make a revison on dat. but notes is so less.for me, compare to the paper's question, i think the lec notes can be thrown liau...