tears from me, my beloved

yesterday, my dog seems very weak, she doesnt want to eat and mad when we pull it from getting wet as it cannot move or soent hav the enery to move, the wound and hole in its tail is recovering yet i think the cancer cell of it oredy spread all over till make her inhaling face a very big difficulties, she is breathing deeply all the while. till evening, she seems so hm dim and we hav no idea whether to send her to clinic but we oredy know even do so, she oso will not live long, den mum told me to get some fried chicken for her. i drove to bought fried chicken and sun bian ask the doctor whether hav any solution as he know her condition long time ago, then i explained to him how torturing she is livin on and the doctor oso think that "even u send her to here, she oso..., mayb can live for few more days or 2moro or..." den dere he said bought her favourite food"
home, feed her, no rasa, i even use the chicken to wipe off all her mouth to attract her, no use, den we feed her some 100+ with glucose as recommended by doctor, den she move her toungue and by that we give her the chicken slices while she lickin, after like 10 pistol of water she juz let the water flow out, den we juz leave her aside
at night, i visit her again, she lagi suffer, den suddenly she knocked her head up and down den i try to put the cloth below den b4 that she oredy stop knockin, den suddenly no breathe, i thought she was...luckily still alive but at interval of 10s, i dun dare to see how it dies off, so i quickly walk away, till nex morning, mum said" betty 死了", den i go watch her, she died calmly
. at 1st i thought i won cry, mayb coz i think it will be a relief for her, den when i sit down, tears dere they dropped, before i out, i say last bye to her b4 she is burried. "betty byebye"