undecisive monday

undecisive in ajak Eric for a movie coz i felt myself very weird but yet coz he invite me b4 and i ffk him last time, i used to brave up myself date him.another reason is hav nothing to do in setapak. however, end up din watch coz class on 2moro morning cancel and i hav to stay over in setapak this thursday again, hence ffk him, seriously feel sorry to him coz within 1 hour time, i ajak him and ffk him. i again undecisive in stay over in setapak or not coz 2moro 8 am class cancel. coz i dun wan let joyce think that i always stay over kacau her bed. and another reason is i scare the pv girls miss thought something about the movie. undecisive in driving on a new route when there is a jam in front of me, but finally choosing an unfamiliar road home, makin me drive for 2 hours, pass 4 tolls, almost jam in damansara, but another adv is i try to make myself learn new road though with lots of scarees, again i am save home but my body is tireess, hope can go for massage