病魔不可怕， 可怕的是病态

i seriously 101% agree with the above statement, illness wasn't scary but what is horry is psycho of the ill person.
i experience that juz that, mine is not illness but is money, which can be solved comparably easier than my mum.
steron case: i can cry for hours when i lost my espirit umbrella, main reason not bcoz i hav not money to buy another new one, juz that i felt wasted and regret for my careless that made me lost it, my mum was once scold me why am i so stupid, cry for that. i seriously cry terribly till like my dog died like that, i oso dunno why, is out of control.i oso understand i shouldnt coz juz small little thing but my pyscho effect just happen...
mum case: she keep on want a healthy body, she thinking why cant juz she live like a normal person, why cant juz gift her no ill, she oso knows that it isnt that serious, not cancer, not dead causing but juz out of control will keep on think that why why why?why she had to suffer?why can i so weak
2day, she cried out again, as normal i comfort her, telling her dont, but juz that emotion is what u cant control and i think that cry is a way, i doesnt stop her, juz let her hug me.my sis cried by little, she is that,i din cry coz it will bcome more terrible if few person cried togather. after hav a short walk with mum outside my hse, dere she stop and start to balance back. comeback my room, i seriously feel very press and almost cried out, u never know when a mum told u that"i know a family without a mum is such a trajedy and pity and kelian"my heart sour up...