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i hav very strong pressure when stayin at home, yet cannot leave home, why?scare to leave my mum at home, and she felt very sick den i feel so bad as a daughter, pressure because of assigment, when there are 2 asm to do and many tests comin and fsa, math stat, toi and outline for public speakin made me felt dieing fast, feel pressure when ppl ask me to do things that i have bot know and juz suddenly but i like discuss before those matter, feel pressure to out from the hse at night when i scare all the masters question me why i hav to out at night, scare to tell i wanna out clubbin, there is when my fren ask me and i hav to use reason to reject him, pressure because scare all the ppl ask me to how should i take care my mum, how should i comfort her, how should i tell my dad to concern my mum more, how should i hav to companion my mum more, feel pressure when i hav no one to talk to but blog.

as i am a person who cannot withstand too much of pressure, dun wish to think too much of worries, i think i am goin to burst before anyone, i think the one who goin to hav depression, who need to eat medicine is me before anyone.