feel so helpless

i was now alone in this hse, this room, no movie, no drama, only endless notes, progress slow till turtle oso can win my speed, i feel like donate out my brain and ask for donation from others, at least i think it is useless den any others one. feel like screamin now and find one to talk too, who? i oso cant think of who when i found myself very annoyin now, keep on calling ppl before 2day..hope my friend wont think i very fan, pity me i am juz one.