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2day is the day i moved out again to pv3, new stay.
i am bu shaung in the early morning, there is something i show a bad face to my family, who am i?they were asking, u movin out urself right?after i said i am goin to drive my car along, tilam, many many more stuff, they din think of it was too burden for me move the thing, den i was juz very bushuang in replyin their question, very cincai and talk in a manner without one second patience. at 1st i thought to back condo mayb not 2day, mayb later, but after this, straight away i wan leave this hse as soon as possible. my heart actually was crying, they dont un. den i juz tell i wanna buy chair den there i go out. buy chair~~go tesco 1st, den ioi to get my album and compare the chait wit jusco, sweat, jusco only open at 1pm due to hari raya. den i head back go giant see, den think a bit expensive, den go home, thinkin move things up and den go tesco buy chair.on the way home still thinkin who can i ask for to make my shift, lili, wc,cv, finally i choose wc, but only after i call him after reach home.
den unexpectedly my dad said wanna help me shift, obviously i mouth hard and said dun need and told i will ask friend for help, den he insist wan help, happily my mood change positive bit. but when i know my mum oso goin they i felt bu shuang coz when i saw her, i felt very streesed, stress to see when everytime need to show she very sick and dizzy, den what for u wan go help, later i get blamed pula.
den reach pv3, she said wanna help me take stuff, den i juz said, no need la, later u dizzy again, i bu ke qi de shuo. coz i felt stress w her for dunno why. sorry to say that.(mayb coz i always heard many ppl blame?say?instruct?told?teach?) but i am juz that bad, i know. den after they put the things.they leave.my world, i arrange my cloth, stuff...no one at home, i thought all back, who knows the beside that 3-sis + one guy+one mum come back, den dere i go say hi, at least a manner to tell them i am here. den dere i go back my room, they actually quite noisy like what i did in 15 floor.ok, is ok, at least not too over. my 1st night is 10 september 2010.