i m bad daughter i know

this is the time i conflicting, askin myself lots of things, do u ever feel tears circulating the eyes when u closed it, but not drop it out, there i hav. sad for wat, i dun really know.money, ya, mayb i feel waste; coz of the day before yesterday, mayb i feel dislike for everything she said she do; or mostly not even a try to get a doctor den decide head home. i ask myself if the one who sick not u but one of us, and we said we wanna home after feel sick, will u?argh, i;m not u, i dunno. mayb u r juz one of the master in my home, so i m speechles. 

another thing i feel sad is when i go check out and i ask u to wait infront , i stand for i guess 10 min, argh...i dunno where u all go, i juz feel like i m a so poh at that moment, not even askin wenwen siow to stand dere wait me , argh! den dere i walk out and find u all who in car!without hp really feel bad. but when i found u, i see my phone, not even one miss call, fine, i m speechless again, and i think this is one of reason again.

i wear cap all the journey coz i dun feel like see-ing anyone, tune up the highest volume of ipod so that not listening anyone which may boost up my anger. close eyes, relaz, sleep, feeling better...

another thing i dun understand is, sick ppl can talk all the journey back from cameron to kl(talk like a tiger), wa, i wonder how sick is it...

another things proven family trip not suitable for me since last trip to bangkok